Chapter 20 Part 2
"I waited in the lobby for almost an hour on Bey and her family to come down. Ty met me and waited with me. He dropped off Kelly earlier but had to leave again, but came right back as soon as he could.
The elevator opened, And I began to recognize majority of the people coming off. I recognized her aunt that I met awhile back when coming to the hospital the very first time with Her. Then I recognized her mother, Mrs. Knowles. I stood up immediately and walked toward the elevator, I didn't want to bumrush anyone.
I walked closer and it looked like it was a commotion going on. The nurse held the elevator open, while Beyoncés Aunt and Solange looked on in the elevator.
Once I could see clearly I saw Kelly and Mrs. Knowles trying to convince Beyoncé to get off the elevator. She was slumped down on the wall, and she wouldn't move.
My eyes watered at the sight, and my emotions begin to stir. Bey looked sick. Her face was so swollen and red from crying she didn't even look like her self. I just wanted to save her, rescue her from the devastating place and state of mind she was in. my heart couldn't take seeing her like this.
Solange approached me, she didn't look as bad. You could tell that she had been crying but it wasn't nearly as bad as Beyoncé.
"Hey." She said somberly. She then looked back at the elevator, "She doesn't want anyone touching her. My mom and Kelly just won't leave her alone" Solange told me. Her eyes watering immediately.
She then looked back up at me, with full tears in her eyes. "I feel so bad for my sister Shawn. I don't know what to do. The nurse is threatening to give her another sedative if she doesn't calm down." Solange concluded.
I cut my head at Solange "Another what? They gave her a sedative?!""
Solange looked kind of startled at my change of tone, but I didn't give a shit. Bey isn't a patient. She's grieving because she lost her father. They had no right to do that, and As her family. They shouldn't have allowed it.
"Well my mom thought it would be a good idea to keep her calm. Shawn she was acting crazy up there!"
"Crazy? Oh, so because she grieves different then you guys, she's crazy?" I was pissed, I didn't want to hear another word. "I gotta get her out of here" Was all I could muster up and say before walking straight into the elevator. When I walked up I could hear Bey muffled cries and her Asking to 'Please Please be left alone' but they just didn't get the hint. I couldn't take no more.
I put my hand on Kelly's shoulder gently, and she looked up at me with tired and teary eyes. I looked over at Ms. Tina and she looked exhausted. And then I looked down at Bey, and she just looked completely out of it.
Looking dead into her, I ignored everyone that stood around. It was just me and her. she looked as if she was looking at me too, but I don't think she was actually comprehending or really conscious of all that was going on at the moment.
It was her this time that looked to be completely lifeless.
"Bey baby, it's me." I told her bending down to her bare face, Kelly moved out of my way smoothly. and everyone backed up.
Beyoncé leaned her head back against the wall, and closed her eyes.
"No no no baby, look at me. Look at me baby." I told her softly, grabbing her face.
She struggled opening her eyes, but once she did tears immediately started to fall. And it took everything in me to not get emotional with her.
"Jay?" She said barely above a whisper and weakly trying her best to keep her eyes open, I know her head had to feel heavy.
