Chapter 8
"When I seen Jay my eyes grew wide, and he matched my gaze with the same reaction and I quickly looked away, the shy and embarrassing feeling was coming back. I couldn't believe this shit. Ty looked over at Jay and waved for him to come over to us. I guess he was about to introduce me and Kels to his "Brother and bestfriend" the one I already knew... Jay came over, and he was looking so good might I add. He had on some very nice and fitted black slacks with a coach belt on, I think I seen half of his penis print looking intensely, that's how fitted his pants were, but I looked away quickly before anyone could notice, also before I messed around and got my ass aroused, he had on a eggplant purple button up collar shirt, with a polo logo on it. I looked down to his feet and he wore some very nice shiny and dress loafers. he looked great, and finer than ever, I needed a drink bad. When he came over he walked beside Ty, and Kels was beside me.
"Ladies I want to introduce you to my brother, my best friend. this my right hand man.." Ty sort of gushed
"Alright they get the point nigga.." Jay responded, playfully acting annoyed with Ty introduction to us. it was cute, I don't know why but I loved when he talked like that. it helped me not be so intimated. and definitely helped me not to look at him like he was my teacher.
Kelly extended her hand first, while they were shaking hands, I made sure to keep my eyes roaming. I could not just stand there and look at him, I seen a server walk pass with a tray of beverages, specifically shots, and martini's I gladly took the first martini that I could reach, I took a big sip that I damn near kilt the drink. I might as well had taken a shot instead. after Jay, Ty, and Kelly chatted while I sipped my drink and continued to look elsewhere like I wasn't paying them any attention at all trying not to piss my pants all at the same time, I was praying that He'll just walk away and act like I didn't exist all together. but again, I was wishful thinking. who in the hell was I kidding, here we were again in an awkward situation,
"Whose your friend?" Jay asked Kelly, staring dead at me. he was smirking, this nigga was tryna be funny. I'm convinced he knows what he does to me. I simply sipped my drink again, and played the part, acting completely unbothered meanwhile inside I was about to explode. I had to keep telling myself not to blush. he knew exactly what he was doing.
"Oh, this is my sister, my bestfriend, cousin, everything!!" She said laughing, I just stood there with a plastered smile. it really wasn't that funny. "This is Bey. Bey this is Ty's bestfriend Shawn.." she introduced us, he put his hand out to shake mines. why do he stare into me the way he does, it gets to me EVERYTIME. I extended my hand politely.
"Nice to meet you Shawn.." I said sweetly, trying to play the part as best as I could.
"The pleasure is all mines gorgeous.." He said, kissing my hand and winking. Really?!! was he really going to play this hard in front of them, I wanted to burst into laughter and slap him all at the same time. this was horrible. I needed to get away from his ass, and I could use another drink, fuck that. a few drinks. Kels and Ty looked fascinated looking at both of our eyes glued to each other, while we played like this was a first time thing. They don't need to know I'm his student, and they don't need to know he's my teacher. we were just going to play the part.
As Time and the party was winding down tremendously, I was on my fourth drink now, just a little tipsy but not to bad. although a shit load of people left, it was still quite a few there. Kels was around the house somewhere with Ty still meeting his folks, and although I was beyond ready to go, tonight wasn't about me. Just about Kels so i simply found me a seat on the couch and patiently waited for her to find me and tell me at any given moment she was ready. I sipped my drink and bobbed my head to Michael Jacksons "Do you remember the time" record playing in the background. I looked around the room and seen Jay talking to some woman, I could tell she was flirting and so into him, he looked like he was just engaging in regular conversation and was very uninterested. I didn't want to seem like I was prying so of course I didn't stare, I made sure I took momentarily glances. I don't know why but a strike of jealousy struck threw me it seemed like. Like, I wanted to know why he was over there talking to her instead of me. or am I being naive? he probably don't even like me, I'm sure he flirts with everyone. So I quickly suppressed my thoughts and tried to focus on something else, still sipping my drink very elegantly and slowly, it was my favorite wine, I looked up and seen Jay staring straight at me, holding a beer in his hand. he winked from where he stood, he knew how to get me to start cheesing so of course that happened, I hate that I felt for it so easily, I shook my head at him and looked away and forced myself to stop smiling so it could look as if it didn't really phase me, I don't need to give him any type of satisfaction, so I won't. before I knew it, it looked as if he was telling the woman he was talking too that he'll "be right back" I pretended as if I didn't see it but failed miserably. I looked up again and he was walking toward my direction, I made sure to fix my hair and outfit as quickly as possible. although I didn't have a mirror to look at myself, I needed to trust my judgement. as he walked over, but at the same time was occupied in the process so he wouldn't see me trying to fix myself up for him. which was good. he was standing in front of me now, and I simply looked up and smiled.
