Secret Admirer || Phan

.Chapter 4.

HEY! Im sorry for not updating I just havent really had time and shiz idk ,but heres an update.. Oh and also my chapters will probably all be short because im lazy and I dont like massive chapters idk xD also this chapter has themes of self harm so if you're sensitive to this or feel like you could be triggered then please don't read xx -A

Phil POV

The note wasnt just a one time thing. They happened at least twice everyday. It had been 2 weeks since the first note. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to know who was responsible for these kind notes. I was determined to find out who it were, but the again, what if I didnt want to know. What if it was some kind of sick joke. It really wouldnt surprise me, but here I am, stood at my locker reading a brand new note.

Good morning gorgeous, I hope you have a grest day at school, and remember to keep smiling. Your smile is perfect.
From ?

I blushed heavily, biting my lip slightly as I look around, hoping today would be the day where someone owned up. I need to find out. Its driving me insane.

My thoughts were interrupted by Dan. I quickly put the note in my locker and shut it . I didnt want him seeing the note, he would only find another reason to hate me. He insulted me and called his friends over to hold me still as he beat me up, not once looking me in the eyes. He kept mumbling things to himself but I couldnt tell what he was saying. After what felt like an eternity of beatings, Dan and his friends left me alone.

Just before he went, we made eye contact for a split second and I thought I saw guilt in his eyes. I doubt it highly though. Why would he feel sorry for me? Even if he did, he wouldnt have hurt me..Would he?

I skipped my first two lessons, hiding in the toilet , crying and telling myself I deserve it. I felt my old scars screaming out to be cut open as they once were. I mindlessly scratched at my arms, hoping it would give me as much relief as a small piece of metal would. Sadly it didnt, it only left red marks on my arms.

School went by slowly, getting beaten up once again at lunch and not concentrating through my lessons. The bell to signal the end of school finally went and I went to my locker, finding yet another note, me instantly feeling that little bit better, finding myself smiling ever so slightly. I bit my lip as I read it, butterflies Invading my stomach.

Hello beautiful, I saw what those bullies did to you, I wish I could stop them, If you ever need to talk heres my number..
0721 18241
From ?

I blushed heavily, putting the note in my bag so. I can put the number in my phone when I get home. I was hoping the mystery person would at least tell me who they are.

I walked home with a smile on my face, only to have that smile wiped away as my dad hit me over and over again, making it feel like it would never end. After he had finished hurting me, he just walked off as if nothing had happened. I ran up to my room, crying and sitting on my bed. I got my phone out and also got the note out of my pocket. I quickly added the number into my phone and debated for a while before texting the number, feeling extremely nervous, but excited.

To ??
Hello, this is Phil , you gave me your number in your note ?