Secret Admirer || Phan

.Chapter 5.

Warning/ mentions of abuse please don't read if you're sensitive to this subject

Phils POV

To ??
Hello, this is Phil, you gave me your number in the note?

In less than a minute I had a reply.

From ??
Hey Phil, yes I did give you my number in the note, how are you? Xx

I blush lightly, biting my lip. Nobody usually asks how I am. Nobody usually cares. But this person does, and for some reason, that makes me feel wanted. It may not be a big deal, someone asking who you are, but when you feel like nobody around you gives a shit about you or doesn't know you exist, it really makes your day.

To ??
Im okay I guess..How are you? X

I dont want to tell them about my dad hurting me. I dont even know them and I dont completely trust them. Yet. Maybe if they tell me who they are, I will start to open up to them more.

From ??
Im not so good to be honest, but Im happy you're okay, you deserve to be the happiest person alive xx

I blush at that message also. Damn, I dont even know this person and they still find a way to make me blush. Although any compliment could probably make me blush, but for some reason, I blush more whenever this person speaks - well writes or messages me. They make me feel special. I frown a little when they say that they arent so good. A good person like them doesnt deserve to be sad. I wonder whats wrong. I bite my lip as I message them back.

To ??
Aw no, whats wrong? And aw thank you so much..but i dont think I do..xx

Just like the last few times, I get an almost instant reply.

From ??
I just feel like I have messed some things up. I feel like im being fake to some people, and not telling them who I truly am. And shush Phil, you are the most kind, adorable human on this Earth. You deserve to be so so so happy. Im just upset that you dont feel that way. Im upset people make you feel like you are nothing. When in reality Phil, you are everything and more xx

I actually find myself tearing up at this message. Nobody has ever told me that im kind, adorable person. Nobody has ever told me that im everything and more. Never have I ever been told these things, but then this mystery person comes up out of nowhere and makes me feel so special; like I matter.

To ??
Wow. Im literally in tears. That is literally the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. Thank you so much for caring and being there. I know I dont know who you are but I genuinely feel like you are the closest ive ever had to a friend before. And that really means a lot..Id love to know who you are.. xx

Maybe they would tell me who they are. I really hope so. I bite my lip as I read a message from him that I just received.

From ??
Im honoured to be known as a friend to you Phil..Maybe one day we can be more than friends. And sadly I cant tell you who I am. You dont want to know who I am.

You would be disgusted if you found out who I were.

I look at my phone is disbelief. How does he think I could hate someone who is so kind to me? I really do need to find out who is behind the notes and the texts.

I need to find out as soon as possible.

A/N - Im so sorry I havent updated in a while, I was on holiday all last week with my dad so I have had no wifi at all ugh. It was horrible. But here Is a really bad update that I hope you guys enjoy ! I would like to thank all the people who vote for my story and comment that they are enjoying my story because it actually makes my day, so thank you so so much ! -A