Dans POV
I cant believe im actually texting him. We have been talking for about an hour and a half so far. We have talked about so much. I found out his favourite band is Muse, just like me.
We have talked about anything and everything, although he keeps asking to know who I am. I want him to know its me, but Im scared because I know he will hate me, I know he would never forgive me.
I hear my phone buzz and smiles as I reach for it, seeing a text from Phil.
From Phil <3
No lions are so much better than llamas! XxI giggle to myself, hes even cute when hes texting. Its horrible to think that earlier on I was calling him names and beating him up. He doesnt deserve me. He deserves someone who can treat him right, which evidently I cant.
To Phil <3
No! Llamas are the best! What isn't amazing about a llama..exactly c; xxWhenever I text him, it feels like we have been friends for years, that we know each other so well when in reality, I bully him and he hates me. I wish I hadnt mixed in with the populars in freshman year. Maybe me and Phil would already be together..Happy.
My thoughts are disturbed by yet another buzz of my phone, a smile instantly appearing to my face.
From Phil <3
No..but I guess we all have our opinions c; Anyway its getting really late and im sleepy so am going to sleep. I would much rather stay up and talk to you but im struggling to keep my eyes open. Ill text you tomorrow xxxI smile, quickly messaging back.
To Phil <3
Okay Phil, sleep well and sweet dreams beautiful, ill see you tomorrow, even though you may not see me c; Be expecting a note in your locker tomorrow and a good morning text :) goodnight xxxI smile to myself as I put my phone down and pull the duvet over me, closing my eyes and soon falling to sleep with only Phil on my mind.
Here is a crappy little filler chapter as I felt bad for not updating in so long and then having to leave it for a week also. I hope it isnt too bad and I hope you are enjoying this story as much as I am.
I would also like to thank all the people who vote and comment on my chapters as your comments literally make my day and I get so excited when I get a notification, telling me someone has voted. Its weird to think that people read this story, never mind enjoy it!
Anyway good bye my lovelies, stay happy not crappy (ooh quoting Johnnie Guilbert because im too lazy to think of my own line xD)
BYE!
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Secret Admirer || Phan
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