I never thought I'd say this or think this...If I could go back and change the last 10 days I would. I would do anything to undo this...Not because of anything she did..not because of anything wrong We did..because events have a way of creeping into another's heart and it's just not correct..not for them, not for us.
It is because of pain that Springs out of things like emotions, caring, stupid stuff. Mostly because inadvertently pain has manifest itself in another. Are we to blame yeah we are..that is the worst kind of hell...knowing because of you someone else hurts...we've always said were garbage and deserve our pain..now, beyond any doubts that fact is very very clear.
We are forever going to feel this pain...our only wish is that hers will fade...and our memory will also..
Adalaine/Stephen James/ brian
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Random darkness
General Fiction*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Thought wanderings of a depressed mess...No real rhyme or reason..insights about death, suicide, self injury, self hate,bullying, abuse. Allot...
