Adalaine please come back!! You know I don't like being here...
Adalaine : it's for your own good. You can't stay away like that. You didn't let us were not going to you.
Me: Yeah,that was differant and yiu know it. You and Stephen have always been the strong ones, not me. I ....
Adalaine : your excuses won't matter to me b. Besides if I didn't love you I'd gladly forget about you , Stephen would,too.
Me: Adalaine please don't say that. You know how I feel about the L word. Are you going to let me go?
Adalaine : we will see, now go get faded...you do that to much..and damnit STOP FUCKING CUTTING SO BAD!! IT'S not ladylike to be all cut up...scars are one thing, but cuts needing stitches are just gross. Pussy and yucky and they hurt when I bump my arm..
me: you know why that was done. No it wasn't cause of her. Memories have a tendancy to be flashback triggering nightmare realities...that's why
Go away b your not needed right now.........no!! Not like that damnit you know what I mean! Go drink your stupid fosters beer..no, that's me he he he..just we know how you feel just know I L you and so does Stephen we wouldn't be if you didn't care about us then..we're a family the only family we have...your as important as me or stephen..try not to cry so much it hurts me to see you crying all the time..
Me: go to my darkness and let it once again consume me (brian)
Adalaine, brian
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Random darkness
General Fiction*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Thought wanderings of a depressed mess...No real rhyme or reason..insights about death, suicide, self injury, self hate,bullying, abuse. Allot...
