1.What is left when honor is lost? EVIL
2.The mind is slow to unlearn what it learned early. What was taught and excepted early is a lifelong struggle to unlearn.
3.All things become distorted when the minds in charge are corrupted.
4."I understand" NO U FUCKING DON'T
5.Time goes by much slower when you miss the one you love.
6. Why did I ever give myself to you? Why did I ever let you slip away.
7.IVE CRIED AND I'VE SMILED ONLY FOR ONE REASON...YOU
8.Never accuse someone unless you see it with your own eyes!! Never use someone's past against them
9.I MISS YOUR VOICE!! CALL DON'T TEXT
10. LIFE is a series of dissapointment broken only by dark spells of DEPRESSION
11. I have been busy playing back 1000 memories of everything we've been thru..still this is not enough for you.
12. With all my heart all I wish is: to touch you, kiss you, hold you, caress you, smell you, taste you, feel you and LOVE you...but all I can do is sit here chained to the thought of you (dedicated to b.b.)
13.I CAN'T FUCKING SAY HOW I FEEL YOUR NOT LISTENING!!
14.I never knew until that moment how bad it felt to loose something you never had.
15. A tear is made up of 1% water 99% feelings
16.PAIN IS THE ONLY THING TELLING ME I'M STILL ALIVE
hope in some way these shine a light into your darkness..also maybe gives you glimpse into me :)
17. IF YOU EXCEPT NOTHING NOW YOU WILL EXCEPT NOTHING LATER ( this one makes me cry as it's what I did..now all I ever am willing to do is except nothing now. please don't let this be your motto!! )
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Random darkness
General Fiction*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Thought wanderings of a depressed mess...No real rhyme or reason..insights about death, suicide, self injury, self hate,bullying, abuse. Allot...
