It amounts to this ...That what you do isn't what others know...You have always done your best..It's never good enough is it tho?
STRIKE ONE
You feel so alone and you just know that your family is out to get you...They call you names, Mom and Dad are always yelling" You just didn't try, you never follow thru"
STRIKE TWO
Darkness and depression have you encased in feelings that you just can't face, they weigh you down, they won't let you be.
STRIKE THREE
You take the razor blade from its hiding place as your tears stream down your face...You sit at your desk and just stare at your wrists,
BUT WAIT THERE IS A TWIST...
You think to yourself I really don't have to cut I think I can make it one more day.
Smiling to yourself you put the razor blade away :)
YOU ARE READING
Random darkness
General Fiction*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Thought wanderings of a depressed mess...No real rhyme or reason..insights about death, suicide, self injury, self hate,bullying, abuse. Allot...
