I wake up for the first time in 3days. ..I finally slept. The only thing I cab thing about is my God I'm so fat so ugly. ..I weigh me and throw up. ..I'm so fat 110lbs..then I look At my arm. .omg the cut is so bad. .I don't care
I pick out a long sleeve cardigan and think Noone will know. ..
But what I don't see is that I'm bone. Very very skinny
I see I'm fat others just see the bones. .
I cry tears none seess but me.
Why can't I bree liked why can't I be excepted? I just want to die so bad..
L so I eat a bowl of soup. .again I throw it up. ..I HATE FOOD..I HATE ME
I HATE ME
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Random darkness
General Fiction*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Thought wanderings of a depressed mess...No real rhyme or reason..insights about death, suicide, self injury, self hate,bullying, abuse. Allot...
