dear hope,
i can still hear it. it haunts me every night; whenever the sun goes down and the darkness engulfs me in a tight embrace, i can hear it. it follows me, refusing to leave me alone. nothing can overpower it, and no one can make it cease.
i used to have you, but now i don't. i need you. i really do. you were my anchor, the only thing keeping me here. without you, hope, i am not complete.
it started again, hope. that horrid sound, i mean. it's ringing in my ear, and it made me fall to my knees. i am too weak without you.
i am crying now, hope. i am so stupid for crying. he told me so. i want him to leave, but he won't. he won't leave, hope, and i don't know what to do.
please come back, hope. please come back.
love,
heaven rae
