dear hope,
it is happening again.
again.
what did i do wrong, hope? can you tell me? please? what do i keep doing wrong? tell me, hope.
maybe it is just me. it probably is.
hope, am i really that horrible? am i? i am. i guess i am. i don't want to be. i don't. i try really hard to be a good person, hope. i try really hard to do things right. i try really hard to be someone who is good enough and worth it.
so why am i still so horrible? god dammit, hope. god fucking dammit, hope.
i give.
love,
heaven rae
