dear hope,
all of these letters sound the same. have you noticed that? hah, nevermind. i forgot that you can't see them. anyways, i'm sorry that they all sound the same. it's just that, that's my life now. the same thing over and over again.
i had another breakdown today. it was bad, hope. it just wouldn't stop. there must be something wrong with me. like, really wrong. no one should be like this.
i got in his way again. i didn't mean to, but i did. it still stings, hope. he wasn't always this bad. i remember how he used to be. he was so great back then.
i'm tired, hope. tired of everything.
love,
heaven rae
