dear hope,
it just isn't fair. none of it is. why is this happening, hope? why? i don't understand. what did i do wrong?
they want me to choose. how am i supposed to choose? no matter what, someone gets hurt.
i don't want to hurt anyone, hope. i don't, i don't.
what should i do, hope? please just tell me what i should do. i don't know. i don't, i don't. please help me.
i think they are forgetting that it hurts me, too. oh, it hurts me a lot, hope.
i don't know what to do anymore. i'm sorry.
love,
heaven rae
