dear hope,
i'm sorry. i could have been so much better. i could have tried harder. i could have done so much differently. maybe, just maybe i could have saved you, too.
you saved me, hope. you really did. i'm slipping again, though. it's like everyday i slip just a little bit more.
i'm sorry.
how much can one person take before it's too much, hope? is there a limit? if there is, i have reached it. i have reached the limit.
it's just too much, hope. i can't take anymore.
love,
heaven rae
