dear hope,
it's another one of those days. hah, those days where the pain from missing you is suffocating and all i want is to go be with you.
the memories keep coming, hitting me with such force that i'm down on my knees.
it hurts, hope. it hurts so bad.
i'm sorry for crying so much. i know you would be disappointed. i just can't help it, though. the stupid tears won't stop falling.
i love you. hah, please come back to me.
hope, these are the bad days.
love,
heaven rae
