dear hope,
i can't do this. i don't want to do this. i'm really sorry, hope. i hate letting you down and i know that, that is all i am doing.
it's louder, hope. it rings in my ears, echoing. i can't get it to stop. why, hope? why? there has to be a reason. there is always a reason.
i remember. hah, i remember everything. every damn thing, hope. it all haunts me.
hope, i can't breathe.
love,
heaven rae
