The Bad Boys Secret [Cameron Dallas fanfic]

Chapter 20 - Party

"That was cool yesterday man, it was fun," Cameron says to me smiling as we walk into school together for the first time. Everyone stares at us. We get evils looks and then looks full of gossip and looks full of interest.
"It was cool, yeah." He smiles and puts his hand on my shoulder as he seems to do a lot.
"Look, there's a party tonight if you fancy going?"
"Erm..." I say but before I get to even speak properly he strokes along my arm and shouts as he walks off,
"Alright, see you there!" Winks and then turns his back to me and walks off to class.

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The day drags on painfully as each class is torture to my hand and pain for my ears. But finally it's evening, and it's time for me to start getting ready soon before I partay.

I eat slowly. Slowly munching on the cheese and ham omelet mum made quickly for dinner. Mum looks at me strangely and stares at me cutting the omelet and chewing it slowly.
"Don't you like it or something?" She snaps whilst staring at my plate. She almost looks as if she's in pain watching me.
"I do, it's just that, i don't feel too great.." Word vomit. But I'll keep going because maybe this is the lie I can use to get out for this party.
"Go upstairs and get some rest hunni, Kylie can clean the table," dad says before mum has a chance to reply. Kylie gives me evils from opposite the table and then she frowns as if she knows I'm up to something. I smile to her. I  rub my stomach as I walk away. I slowly walk up the stairs incase someone may be watching me, example Kylie trying to catch me out.

I put on a pair of black hot pants and white t shirt tucked in to them. I brush my long coal black hair and then nod to myself in the mirror.

I climb out my bedroom window slowly. I tip toe along the roof and slip down onto the grass below. I run and run until I can't see my house no longer.

"Hey," Cameron says smiling as we walk into the party together. Music is blaring and people are already drunk. People are every where. Someone runs up to me hands me and Cameron a drink then she runs off past us. I quickly down it with nerves but then squirm at the bitter after taste. No idea what that was and I don't think I want to know.

I walk through the crowds of people and stare at familiar faces and new faces. I smile at some then turn my head from others.

Cameron has walked off somewhere and I have no idea where he went.

I feel someone approach me from behind. I turn around hoping and believing it was Cameron but it was someone unexpected. Lindsay.
"Hey Al, what you doing here?" She says with not only a surprised tone of voice but also a surprised look on her face; but she also looks curious on why I actually am here.
"Hi Lin. Just came here with Cameron, you?" I say casually as if it isn't a problem but I know, it really is.

I watch as her face almost squirms as if she bit on something sour but she tries to resist it. She forces a smile through gritted teeth before speaking 'sweetly' to me.
"You came with Cam? Didn't realise you were friends?" I smile and think of what I want to say. I want to say, 'Yeah I'm freaking friends with that gorgeous badass and I've slept with him so many times I've lost count whilst you're still dribbling over him'. I resist myself and hold back before word vomit kicks in and I do actually end up saying that.
"Well that's sweet," she says bitterly. She walks off wiggling her small hips and petite waist.

I walk around slowly and scanning around the room looking for Cameron. I look around everywhere. I almost feel panicked as if I lost my mom in a super market and I feel like I'm about four and everyone is big and I'm so small. My heart stops and so does my brain as I feel hot and heavy. No. That little....

I watch as Cameron shoves his tongue down Lindsay's throat and I feel sick. Why is he doing that? Why is kissing someone else when practically we are a thing? Well aren't we? Thousands of questions run through my head. I shove them to the back of my head and gulp hard, hurting and staring my throat. The first that springs to the front is, I need a drink. I grab the nearest alcoholic drink in sight and I down loads. I gulp and gulp and gulp. I feel neck burn a bit and my body feels all warm. I walk around a bit and then it hits me. The drink hits me and I feel myself swirling around. The room is spinning and peoples voices are muffled.

I walk outside desperate to breathe actual fresh air. I breathe in the smell of cut grass instead of alcohol and sweaty bodies. I lay down on the lawn and I'm not the only one outside but there's not many of us outside. I don't know anyone outside, they're unfamiliar of what I can see. But I can't see much. I lay flat on my back and spread my arms and legs out as if I was ready to make a snow angel. I stare up at the night sky lit up by stars that spin like crazy around and around. My head starts to hurt and I feel like I've just come off a roller coaster. Rushed and shocked. I don't know how I feel.

"Hey again Al," a familiar voice says sweetly.
"How's Cam?" They say again, sweetly. I feel myself tense and I find it hard to react. But there's one thing coming....