Waiting For Things To Get Better - Angeldust Angst

Update!

Hello to all! I am pleasantly surprised by the attraction to this fic. It may not be a large quantity viewing this, but I am appreciative of those who enjoyed it, and encouraged me to finish other pieces tied to this. Now, why would I come here and do this now, after all of the attraction slowed down?

The new season is out! Woohoo! I've just finished episode 6 as I write this, and I keep thinking about how my story, my au can relate to the full story, even now. I was very surprised and elated at the fact that the story writers had similar ideals to me. I originally mapped out Vox to be an antagonist in the first chapters of this fic. He ended up a protagonist, but I absolutely adore the fact that ideas I mapped out are similar, or at least similar enough to what the real season turned out to be. 

I originally wrote this fic in one of the darkest times of my life. I was mapping out ways to go about it, I had a lot of ups and downs, and I think having people excited to see more kept my momentum, and kept me going. The way I composed this, I trickled parts of myself in here. I made myself wonder, whar would happen if I died? I pondered limbo, if limbo existed. I wondered what the beyond would feel like. Would it be cold? Initially, the idea of Valentino hurting Vox made sense to me. Now as I finish up season two, I think, no. Thats the opposite.

For those who see this, I encourage you to share thoughts. I have am idea of writing another story, perhaps a new one.  A new idea with the same concept. New character depth, better writing, less mental breakdowns. I could also perhaps write with the concept I had early in the fic, where I made it somewhat horror themed. If you would be interested in that, please tell me in the comments. I will try my best!