Me and Marcus

Chapter 34

"Go kill em' Lo." Trevor told me as I left to go see Marcus. He had been giving me major support the whole time and I was so thankful to call him my best friend.

"I'm petrified but okay." I responded and headed out the door. Today I was going to see my ex boyfriend that was the love of my life. It's going to be awkward and weird, but I just need to tell him how I feel. No holding back because he could possibly feel the same way.

I left the building and got into my car. I used my phones map to fine the diner because I haven't been there before. I found it with only one wrong turn!

I parked my car and took some deep breathes. I saw him sitting a booth through the glass window. Looking at him made me smile because he hasn't changed a bit. I didn't want him to think I wasn't coming so I hopped out of the car.

When I entered the dinner, the aroma of coffee was in the air. I saw Marcus and I gave him a smile. He smiled back and I sat down across from him. A waitress came over and I ordered a green tea while he ordered an iced coffee.

"So how have you been?" Marcus asked. I thanked God that he started the conversation because I probably wouldn't have.

"Uh, to be honest, not so good." I confessed and remembered to stay completely honest with him.

"Why?" He asked stupidly. Had Marcus forgotten that we had a fight and I haven't gone a day thinking about it? Had he forgotten that he suggested we see other people and I have cried everyday about it?

"Because I've missed you." I mumbled loud enough for him to hear while looking out the window.

"Oh." Was all that he said. Not 'same' or 'me too'. Just 'oh'.

"How have you been?" I asked trying to turn my frown back into a smile.

"Good. I actually met this girl on my landscaping job, and we are dating now." He told me. My heart shattered. My stomach hurt and tears were making there ways to my eyes. He had a girlfriend? Another girl is going to get Marcus and do all the fun things like we did? Another girl is going to kiss him like I did and hug him like I did? Another girl will love him like I did?

"You have a girlfriend?" My voice cracked. I looked at him with upset eyes. He just nodded and our drinks came finally. We ordered our food and it was a really awkward silence.

"Lola, I thought we were moving on. I said we should see other people so that's what I did." He broke the silence.

"Well I couldn't move on because what you and me had was hard to forget. I have cried so many times since that breakup and you found yourself a girl. I thought you were going to feel the same Marcus! I don't even know why!" I responded. Marcus sighed.

"Lola, you meant a lot to me. But we just weren't working out. You need to understand that I was just another boyfriend. Everyone meets somebody in there life that is their soulmate, and I'm just not yours." Marcus explained.

"Is that what you were thinking the whole time we were dating? That I'm not your 'soulmate' and we are just going to breakup anyways?" I said.

"No, but you need to get over me because you expected us to date forever. I was your first boyfriend. You didn't know anything yet. It was a fun experience but I am over it and ready to make this relationship last." He took a sip of his coffee.

"Did you even fucking love me Marcus?" I asked and a few tears were being shed.

"I did." He said and the food came. The waitress saw my fallen tears and quickly left. I ate in anger and sadness and regretted coming here. When I finished I said, "I'm going to go home, and cry. And you can go love your girlfriend that I'm extremely jealous of. Don't talk to me anymore."

I left and walked to my car. I got in and started to cry. I let all that pain flow out and I just wanted to go back to when me and him were dating and not have to go through all of this.

Marcus P.o.v

I saw her crying in her car. It was awful. I hope she doesn't cut herself.

I lied earlier.

I don't have a girlfriend. I didn't forget about her. I didn't get over our relationship. I want her. But I said all of that so she wouldn't have to date such an asshole like me.

I shouldn't of lied because now she thinks I hate her. I need to tell her how I really feel. She told me everything and I hid from her. I have to go to her. I left money for the food and quickly left the diner. Just as I was about to reach her car, she saw me and quickly drove away.

Why did I lie? I'm such a freaking idiot. She has a right to be mad at me. I went to my car and pulled out my phone and called her. She declined but I wasn't giving up that easy. I kept calling as she kept declining until the 11th call.

"What Marcus?! Are you calling because you feel bad cause I was crying? Or maybe you want to break my heart more and more-"

"Lola, I lied."

"About what?! Loving me!?"

"Everything. I don't have a girlfriend. I didn't get over you. I miss you. I love you. I literally lied about everything that I said." I exclaimed. It then became very quiet.

"Marcus! What the fuck! I-I don't even know like..." She began crying. "Why would you lie to me?"

"Because I wanted to seem like I didn't care but I do care a lot. Can we please talk in person again?" I begged.

"Fine. But what you did was fucked up." She sniffed.

Lola came back to the diner and parked her car. We decided to just talk in the parking lot instead of going back into the diner. She stepped out of her car and crossed her arms while looking down at the ground. She was so beautiful even when she was pissed at me.

"I am so sorry." I said stepping closer.

"I forgive you even though it's hard to do." She replied and I couldn't help but crack a small smile.

"I cried too." I confessed. Lola looked up at me. "All those nights after we broke up. I bought so many tissues it was actually pretty gross."

Lola gave out a small laugh and seeing it made me so happy. She was an angel to me. Such a beautiful, amazing, angel.

"I missed your smile." I came closer to her and she blushed. "And your laugh. And your kisses. And your sarcasm. And your-"

"I get it." Lola interrupted and I chuckled. "I missed you too."

"Can we be together again?" I hopefully asked.

"Of course."

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That is the end of Me and Marcus. I hope you enjoyed :)

I did have a sequel up, but I decided to delete because it wasn't really going anywhere, and honestly I didn't have the motivation for it. Sorry :(

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Bye Felecia.

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