Falling For You

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It has been a week since Theo kissed me. We haven't really talked then. I don't know why.

We have filmed, he said a couple Hi's and Hello's to me than he would walk away.

Since it's Saturday we are off today. Most of the time were off on the weekends unless we have to film something important.

I hear a knock on my door and I put my computer down on the coffee table. I walk over to the door and I open it.

"Hi Theo." I say. He smiles at me. "Hi Shai."

"Come in." I say. He walks inside and I shut the door behind me. He sits down on my couch. I sit down next to me.

"So what's up?" I ask. Theo sighs and looks down at the floor. "I don't know how to say this, but I'm just gonna right out and say it."

What is he talking about? He has been acting strange lately. "Look Shai, you are really beautiful, an amazing talented actor and your so sweet and caring."

I blush at his statement. He thinks I'm beautiful. He thinks I'm beautiful. "Thanks." I say. I hear Theo take a deep breath. "But..."

"But what?" I cut him off. "We aren't meant for each other in like a couple. We are best friends and it should stay like that. I would hate for us to date and it would ruin everything."

"Do you think I wouldn't be a good girlfriend or something?" I ask. He shakes his head at me. "No no, that's not like that at all."

"Then what is it?" I ask. "It's just I don't want us to be together as a couple."

"Theo I don't understand, we both like each other?" I say. He closes his eyes and looks down at the floor. "No Shai, I just like you as a best friend."

I want to scream, I want to cry. I'm so angry and done with him. Why did he kiss me? "So why did you kiss me then?" I say.

"I... I don't know." What the hell! He didn't even know why he kissed me! "You don't know?" I ask.

He nods at me. "What the hell! So you pretty much gave me a pity kiss?"

"Yeah and I'm sorry. I hurt you and I felt bad and I don't know what I was doing Shai." He says. Of course he didn't. He never knows what he is doing.

"Of course. I can't trust you anymore." I say. He buries his face in his hands. "Look I'm sorry, alright?"

"That's not good enough. You broken my trust. You are a jerk Theo just get out!"

"Shai please."

"Go."

He gets up from the couch and walks out of my apartment.

Then the tears start to fall.

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On Sunday, I didn't get up or get a shower. I'm sitting on the couch eating Yogurt and watching TV.

I'm just really upset and I feel so stupid that I let him do this to me. I could of been so much smarter.

Now he really knows that I like him but he doesn't like me back.

And it hurts a lot.

I hear a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I shout. "It's Zoë."

I shut the TV off and I walk up to the door and I open it. "Come here, I know what happened." She says.

She welcomes me into her arms. "I'm sorry this happened to you, he's an asshole."

"Yeah, he is." I say. She pulls away and holds her nose. "But you need a shower."

Whoops my bad.

I shut the door behind me and we walk over to my couch. She sits down next to me.

"Theo says he feels really bad." Says Zoë. Oh really? He just pity's me.

"Well whatever, he's not getting a second chance."  I say. I don't want him to get another chance. He hurt me.

"Yeah..." Zoë sighs. "I don't get it, I thought he really did like me. Like more than a friend," I sigh

"Yeah, I did too but I guess we were both wrong." Zoë nods at me. "Hey there's more boys out there that will accept you for who you are."

"Yeah, I know your right." I say

"Yeah, and things will get better."

But what if it doesn't? What if things get worse. What if I'll be heartbroken even more? I don't want that.

"But what if it doesn't? What am I going to do then?"

"Then you and Me will figure it out together."

"Him and Ruth are probably going to get married and I will be one of those wedding crashers. The crazy women who wants to marry Theo. Then Theo will hate my guts."

"He would not hate your guts. Plus shai you wouldn't even be that kind of person to crash a wedding like that. I would be that kind of person that's why I don't go to weddings often."

"Yeah, but I wish I was in Ruth's spot. But he loves her so much and she's so kind to him. I couldn't see why he would want to break up with her."

"I don't know Shai, she can be rude at some times..."

Ruth rude? I don't think so she always has been nice to me. I couldn't ever see her being rude to anyone.

"Ruth? How she's so nice."

"Shai she called me a bitch because by accident I ran into her by accident."

"Are you joking?

"Does it look like I'm joking?."

"Why would she say that to you. That's so rude."

"I don't know if she was on her period or something. But there was no reason to call me a bitch."

"Well there was no reason to, I don't know what is her problem."

"Yeah, come on let's go out somewhere today to get your mind off Theo," Says Zoë. "Like where?" I ask.

"Maybe a coffee shop. Now go get changed!" She says.

I wish Theo could realize what his girlfriend really is. But he won't.

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This will probably be the last short chapter in this book. Maybe one more. Because I'm starting school in two weeks. And next week I have to get ready for school. Like shopping for school supplies, clothes and etc.

And I won't be able to update as much. As I did in the summer maybe once or twice a week. The chapters will be longer because I won't be able to update as often.

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