Falling For You

9 》Baby I'm Sorry

an:// So I'm going to make shorter chapters again, so I can update more. It's just so hard for me to write while I'm so busy.

Theo's POV:

I've lost all the people I care about. I know my parents care about me, but they would be so disappointed in me of what I did to these two women.

I have lost Ruth, I loved her and she found out I kissed Shai. I guess that is called cheating but I don't regret kissing Shai; I don't. I know this makes me sound like a total asshole.

I loved Ruth, we had something for seven years. But I didn't think we were going to last forever, I'm lucky it lasted as long as it did.

But Shai, she has been there for me ever since we met. She is so sweet, kind, caring. I always thought her as my best friend, but nothing more than that. But it'll I kissed her I realized I like her more than that.

She is so beautiful, and I want her as mine. But I had to lie and say that we can be only be best friends because of Ruth. But now she's not a problem.

But I hurt her. I hurt the one I love and I don't think she'll ever forgive me. I can't say why she would I'm a total asshole.

But I'm going to try anyway.

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I walk up to the front door of her apartment. I got her some flowers. I just want her to listen to me, to understand what really happened.

I take a deep breath and I knock on the door. I hear her walk up to the door. The door knob turns and the door opens. Once she sees me; she frowns. "What do you want Theo?" She sighs.

"Look Shai, I want you to listen to me please." I say. She frowns down at the floor and then just shakes her head. "How can I Theo? You hurt me enough already."

I don't want to hurt her anymore. I don't want to, I want to show her that I care and that I like her more then just a friend. "Please Shai." I softly say.

She bites her lip and nods at me. "Okay fine." She pauses. "But you have a lot of explaining to do."

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"So that's why you said that to me? That you just want to be friends?" Shai asks. I nod at her. She sighs at me. "Theo you could of just told me the truth I would of understood."

"I know, I was a total asshole and I'm sorry. I really am." I say. She smiles at me. "I know, you are asshole but your the asshole that I can forgive."

I smile at her. "So your going to forgive me?" She nods, "Yes Theo, I will." I wrap my arms around her and she buries her face in my neck. Then I put my mouth next to her ear. "I'm sorry."

We pull apart, and she smiles at me. "I know and I am too." My Shai, has forgiven me. I care about her so much, she always makes me smile and whenever I'm around her I feel better about myself.

"I'm also sorry about that Ruth broke up with you. That's a mistake, your a wonderful person Theo." She thinks I'm wonderful?

"It's alright, I mean I knew we weren't going to last forever." I frown. Shai scoots closer over to me and puts her arm around me. "Hey, everything happens for a reason."

It does, and I know what I should do. We both stare at each other, Shai blushes at me.

I cup her face in my hands and I press my mouth to hers. I'm afraid she'll pull back and not like it. But instead she kissed me harder and our lips move in sync.

She hops onto my lap and I place my hands on her hips. We kiss for a couple minutes, then we finally pull apart. I rest my forehead on hers, Shai smiles at me.

"I like you Shai, I like you a lot." I softly say. "I like you too Theo."

I want to be able to call her mine.

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We watched a movie later and I find Shai sleeping and laying down. I pick her up and carry her bridal style into her bedroom.

I pull the covers down and I lay her down onto the bed. I'm about to walk out but she calls my name. "Will you stay with me Theo?"

"Of course." I walk over to the other side of the bed and I lay down next to her. I pull the covers over us. She buries her face in my neck.

"Thank you for forgiving me Shai." I whisper. "Theo, I don't know what I would do without you, I need you in my life."

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Shailene's POV

The sun shines through the curtains of my room. I glance at the clock and it reads 10:22 am. I sit up and stretch and I look down seeing Theo sleeping next to me.

"Good morning, good morning." I softly sing. Theo opens his eyes and smiles at me. "Morning baby."

He just called me baby? I guess we're dating now, but I never thought Theo would call me baby? I lay back down and I touch the side of his face.

This is perfect

We had our roughs and downs. But that's what makes our relationship real. We both made big mistakes in the past. But when you love someone so much, you have to forgive them.

If I didn't forgive Theo, I couldn't look at myself in the mirror the same way. I couldn't, Theo makes me smile and makes me feel wanted.

He finally has someone who actually cares and supports him, unlike Ruth who treated him like Shit. I honestly don't know how they lasted 7 years.

But Now my best friend is my soulmate.

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Well sorry for the shitty chapter. But the ship has finally sailed!

-xo