Broken *ON HOLD SORRY*

Chapter 7: that little B***h keeps steeling my spot light!

Recap:

I don't know how but I call 111 and ask for an ambulance. Then I sit there with and cuddle my love. She can't die I want let her. But if she does I want live. I couldn't. I will die too if she does. They ambulance people are here, yelling at me to movie but I don't hear them, see them or anything all I can think about is Luna.

Jakes Pov: 

"Luna, Luna, Luna, Babe can you hear me? Oh God please don't die! I can't lose you too! Luna" I'm so pathetic! Look at me crying into my ex's hand. I can't believe I was one who broke it off that day! What's wrong with me! I love this girl so much how could I ever think about chucking her away so easily! 

"Luna, Luna, Luna I’m sorry. Oh Luna!" I sobbed and sobbed till I could sob now longer. I know that sounds cheesy but I quiet literally sobbed for hours. That is until that bitch came in.  I can't believe that freaking disgrace of a mother actually came here! 

Okay well no, I knew she would come but i was hoping i would have more time with my love.

MOTHERS POV:

 Phil had driven my little shit of a daughter to school today because that wee slut had a panic attack! Who the hell does that? She doesn't have the freaking right to steel Phil away from me too! He's mine, god Dammit! MINE! 

And now what! That wee bitch is sitting in hospital after trying to kill herself at school! That slut is so self-centered! She doesn't care that she is ruining me! Nooooo. She is too self-absorbed to see that what she is doing to others! 

Now I'm on my way over to the hospital to go see this self centered wee slut. I can't believe I'm even doing this! Why am I doing this again? Oh that’s right her principle rung me half way through the most important meeting of my life to tell me my daughter had tried to kill herself and that she doesn't like Luna should have come back to school so soon. 

I hadn't even noticed she was gone until Phil came in telling me he had just dropped her off.  I'd been wondering where he was, that hottie.  

I swear Philip is just the hottest guy out... that’s around my age... Anyways. Phil is a hot ass 31-year-old guy. He has one daughter, Lisa, and plays football for the... The Carolina Panthers and he is really good at it too. Not only that but he is sweet and caring and smart! Oh I think I love him. Scary thought.... I have never loved anyone ever in my life not even my own daughter... but she's a slut I don't see how anyone could love her especially after what she did. 

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I walk into her hospital room and fine what's his face.... Jack, I think.... sitting there like a little sissy crying. Only my slut could make a boy cry she was just that pathetic, and so was he. 

"Boy, how long has she been out?" I asked. I have to at least appear like I care for her. If I didn't the comity would throw me out. I could not have that. This little slut would not take that away from me. 

"Sh-Sh- She’s been out for about t-t-two hours ma'am" I can't believe it, that stupid boy was crying over my little slut of a daughter. 

"Mhhmmmm ... Well boy could you give me some time worth my daughter?" I didn't really want time with that slut but looking at her so pale and broken. Looking I guess it brought out a little of my "mother bear" side, a side I can promise you has only come out in desire times. In fact the last time I recall it coming out was when we herd what happened to her father. She quiet possibly cried her heart out for a solid two weeks. Even if I hated that cheating dick I still loved him and the row pain she was displaying should have been equal to mine but it wasn't. She cares from him far more than I ever did. 

I know it probably does your head in but I did... possibly still do... deep, deep, deep down still, love my daughter.  Yea I think she’s an out right slutty bitch and I have no form of respect for her one bit. I do still love her. Weird I know but yea true.

Anyways as soon as Jack leave the room and I see he is out of sight. I half run across the room and practically kill my baby with a "mother bear" hug. My arms are rapped around her and my head is resting on her shoulder. I can't bring myself to cry but I must say I am the closest to crying I have been ever sense Luna's father died. 

I can't loss her too. Okay I know I don't "have" her, but she is still alive and well... semi healthy. If she were to die I'm not sure what I would do with myself. But then again why should I care about this self-centered slutty bitch? She has nearly ruined my life more than once that selfish wee bitch. 

"Let this be our prayer when we, lose our way, Lead us to a place, Gide us with your grace, to a place where we'll be safe..." My ring tone goes of breaking my train of thought. Oh my how I love that song! The Prayer, Oh it's so beautiful! My favourite and ring tone is the particular version sung by Delta Goodrem and Rachael Leachar from The Voice Australia Oh it's so beautiful! 

That reminds me I should probably get this! 

"Hello Arianne Eclipse speaking" I said in such a calm and collective voice it actually surprised me, and nothing surprises me these days.

"Hello Mrs. Eclipse. This is the head of the committee I think we need to have a talk." 

A.N: So guys i no it sort and it has taken me forever to update I am sorry ! I feel so bad and I don't patically like this chapter. I have so much planed for the next chapter (though I have yet to right it coz I've been so busy!). My problem has been I have had to write This chapter inbetween and It was so hard and im still not fussed on it! :/ 

But thanks for all the support! :) Tell me what you think of Luna's mother?! do you like her more... understand her better or Hate her even more now? Im curious :)  And im dedicating this to @Distantdream for fanning me :) I so happy people are starting to follow me :) Yay! Happy dance :P haha yea i might be a little werid...

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- Hannah