One direction depression imagines

You selfharm (harry)

Harry was at the studio late every night this week, so that left you alone all day. You decided that today was going to be a lazy day, you were still in your pjs when you looked at the clock
"It's 2:43, 3more hours" you sighed.
You were scrolling through Twitter when a tweet caught your eye
" y/n's such a bitch, how could Harry even like her."
You kept scrolling wondering how many other people thought that. To your surprise you saw lots of the same tweets saying how worthless you were, and how you didn't deserve Harry.
You started crying, running into your bathroom looking for anything to take the pain away.
Your eyes landed on the shiny razor that sat inside your shower. You quickly grabbed it and started hitting it off the floor trying to get the razor out.
"Why does everyone hate me" you screamed.
You were sobbing so loud as the razor finally broke free.
You sat up against the wall pushing the razor to your wrist making 3 deep cuts.
You were sobbing so loud you didn't hear Harry come in.
Just as you were about to make 3 more cuts you looked up and saw Harry come through the door.
"Baby no. No. No. No." He quickly came over and grabbed the razor throwing it behind him. And pulling you into his lap.
"No Harry I need it!" You screamed struggling to get out of his grip.
"Baby shhh it's ok I've got you, calm down its ok shhh."
"I need it" you cried finally giving up crying into his chest.
"I've got babe, I'm going to make it better ok"

"Harry they hate me" you cried as he rocked you back and forth trying to calm you down.
"Who y/n tell me who"
"The fans" you whimpered.
" y/n is this what it's about the fans? Baby the fans love you and if they don't then they aren't real fans. Listen to me, your beautiful and I love you. I never want to find you like this again, I can't loose you, Your my everything."
You looked up and saw tears streaming down his face you quickly wiped them away.
"I promise never again"
He picked you up and brought to the bedroom setting you on the bed as he went to put in a movie.
You cuddled the rest of the night, him reminding you how loved and how beautiful you are.

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