I am not EVIL, I just lost control

Chapter 30

We sat at the dining table. I had a plate of something I can't pronounce. I think its beef but I'm not sure.

Sigh. I need a McDonald's.

I cleared my throat" Dad, can I go to the mall" please say yes

He looked up at me "What for?" he asked

"You know, shopping and normal teenage stuff" I said casually

"You are not a NORMAL teenager. Besides you have people that shop for you" he said "it's too dangerous" he continued "You know today a fire fighter was attacked and these protesters keep shouting around the mansion and the Gala and everyplace owned by demons" he sighed rubbing his forehead

So much for being normal.

"How is he?" I asked

"He is Ok, a black eye and some bruises"

"See nothing serious. Please dad I need to do something normal" I am desperate.

I pout and did the puppy eyes "Please dad, I'll wear a disguise no one will recognize me"

He sighed "Fine. But you have to take the guards and-" he said

"This will defeat the propose of the disguise. Besides I'm the strongest demon" I was confused

"They are not for your protection only" he blurred out

"What do you mean?" I asked

"At least take Malik" he said

"You are one of the strongest demons if not THE strongest but Malik is stronger than most with his pure Arabian blood" he explained. He was avoiding the question.

"Dad, what did you mean when you said they are not for my protection only?" I was annoyed.

He sighed "Don't you understand. Your strength and instinct. Your too powerful and unstable" he looked sad "Their job is to protect you but also to protect others from you" He was looking at me waiting for a respond

I was about to snap, I can feel the fork in my hand heating up.

I was angry at .......dad? stop that I told myself

He wasn't my superior. What the hell am I feeling?. Stop it I told myself or was it my instinct.

I am ferrous, confused and holding to my temper by threads.

I held the table until I heard the wood groan under the pressure in an attempt to not loss my internal battle.

I felt my eyes change color and back to normal. The red expanding then they go back to regular red again and again.

I can't loss control, I don't want to hurt anybody.

I was breathing heavily now, staring directly in my dad's eyes. the napkin in my hand burst in to fire and I caught the slightest fear in his eyes.

Not worth it. It wasn't me it was my instinct, I guess it is me.

I looked at Malik "Be ready in 1 hour" I told him then I pushed my chair back and walked away.

My eyes stopped changing color back and forth. But I was still angry and everybody can feel it, as they clear the way and held their breath.

I went to the garden. The best thing about this place is the place.

I sat by the pond. I was irritated, angry and .... Scared.

I sat trying to calm down. But it didn't work witch irritated me more.

So I decided to distract myself, I started playing with the water creating static energy and making water dolphin's jump around.

I made a tiger from the sand. Moving the air I made the leafs dance in cyclones.

I giggled. Ok I'm showing off but I'm bored so sue me.

I lay on the soft grass just starring at the clouds moving by just chilling.

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I was driving the Lamborghini with Malik sitting next to me.

I was wearing jeans, Canvers and oversize sweater with a cap and sunglasses.

Malik was wearing skinny jeans with tight T-shirt and sunglasses.

"We don't want attention" I told him with a side way glance. My sunglasses were so dark because of the eyes.

"huh?" he asked looking at me

I changed gears boosting the speed and I smirked.

"That shirt will bring unwanted attention" I said

The T- shirt was showing his toned muscles.

He smirked "The attention will be at me and away from you" arrogant

We arrived at the mall and I parked the car.

"First thing we have to go to the food court for McDonald's. I'm still hungry" I said as we walked to the mall

"Don't remove your sunglasses. You're stuck like me"

He sighed and put the glasses back on.

"The weirdoes who walk around the mall wearing sunglasses" I muttered to myself and Malik chuckled.

We ate then I went shopping with Malik trailing behind me.

After that we went to a small diner to eat ice cream

The car got people staring outside the diner and the sunglasses got people staring inside it.

We were just finish and about to pay When the news was on the TV.

"Breaking news" the anchor lady said

Malik and I stopped and watched the news. Something is wrong.

"The famous restaurant The Gala was blown up a few a hours ago at the same time as The Wiling hotel both are owned by Demon who went public a couple of day. Our reporter Mike is at the scene of the Gala"

"Turn the volume up" I told the waitress sternly.

"Well Jessica, Detective Jackson is here with me to talk to us" the guy said

"What happen, Detective?" he asked an African American guy wearing a navy blue suit. He looked about thirty.

"First of all" he said then he changed his black eyes to red and back. The reporter took a small step to the side away from him.

"Now that we got it out of the way. The Gala incident didn't result in any deaths yet but there were serious injuries" he looked straight at the camera "Because the owner of the Gala had a great power in controlling fire saving the lives of the Staff and customers. Humans and demons"

"Do you think it is related to the hotel incident?" the reporter said

"The two incidents are were similar that made us think that they might be connected" he said

I looked at Malik "We need to go back" I told him

We jogged to the car and we speed away.