I am not EVIL, I just lost control

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

I was leaning against the door clutching my chest because my heart is trying to rip its way out.

"Did I do that" I asked myself, I pushed myself of the door and went to the mirror.

I gasped in horror my chocolate brown eyes are bright red. Like my dreams.

I closed my eyes and tried to calm down. I open them again to see that they are still red.

"It's another nightmare? Right? Must be" I was talking to myself.

"God, what is happening to me" I put my sunglasses on and I ran out of the bathroom and out of the school.

"Sarah, wait" I heard Tammy shouting for me before I reach my car.

"Sarah, are you Ok? Did you get hurt from the earthquake?" Jenna asked her voice breathless

"What earthquake?" I asked annoyed I turn around and stopped after seeing their faces they both looked scared and worried

"There was an earthquake just a few minutes ago that shook the whole school. You didn't feel it?" Tammy asked shocked

Oh that one. I did it. Wait ... the whole school

"I felt it. I'm still shocked. Did anyone get hurt?" I asked my voice shook at the last word. What have I done?

"Derek had a cut on his face and everybody is scared" Tammy said

"And Mike?" I whispered

"Mike is Ok, I just saw him" Jenna said confused.

"I'm sick, I have to go" I told them before getting in the car and driving away.

I drove to the park. I need to think.

Before I get out of the car I checked my eyes, still red.

Agh.

I walked to the lake the place was empty and quite.

I stood there for a minute looking at the water.

What is wrong with me? I'm such a freak.

I screamed all my frustration. The water explode and the wind plow. I stopped screaming confused and everything went back to normal. I did that?

My phone rang, I looked at it. It's my father.

"Hello" my voice shook

"Sarah, where are you?" my father sounded worried

I cleared my throat

"I'll be on my way home" I said in a clearer voice

I went to my car and checked my eyes. Their normal

I sighed in relive.

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I opened the front door and looked around.

"Dad" I called, I waited but no answer

I walked to the back of the house to his study

"Dad" I knocked

"Come in, Sarah" he answered right away

I opened the heavy door and walked inside

He was sitting in his leather chair behind the huge mahogany desk typing on his laptop.

He looked up at me "Come in, sit down" he waved at the leather chair in front of the desk.

"Welcome back" I said after awkward silence of us staring at each other.

He smiled at me and I smiled back

"How are you? How is school? How are things?" he asked

"Fine?" I intended to answer him but it came as a question

"We need to talk" he said seriously

"Okey" I don't like the sound of this

"I wanted to have this conversation with you before any of this happen" he looked ... ashamed

"But that shouldn't happen now, it's too early, of course you always were too strong" he was talking to himself

He looked at me "I'm sorry Sarah I should have been there for you" he said. He looked so fragile

I really don't like this, my father don't do weak or fragile

I just sat there staring at him

He cleared his throat and put on expressionless mask

"Have you been having nightmares?" he asked

"Yes" I was startled at the subject change

"Have you been feeling restless and on edge?"

"Yes" where is this going?

"For how long?" he asked

"Since my birthday" he looked shocked

"But it's too early, it should be after your 18th birthday not 17th" he is talking to himself again

"Why? What is it Dad?" I started to panic.

"I know you felt it, you're not like everybody else"

He knows, I looked at my hands in my lap.

"Sarah, you're not human" he said

"What" I looked at him in disbelieve. I'm freaking out

"You're going through the change which is supposed to be after the 18th birthday. It's like the human puberty"

I can feel my eyebrows knot together in confusion.

"You are a demon" he said