The alpha's mate

chapter 8

"just because of this stupid bond typed thing doesn't mean I forgive you,"  she said harshly.

"Ash please," I am still pleading for this girl.

"No Cade I cant do this any more," she shook her head and looked at the ground.

I walked up to her and grabbed her arm.

she just looked at me with tears in her eyes.

she didn't smile, she didn't glare, she didn't pull away. she just looked at me sadly and it killed me knowing I caused that.

she sighed and turned around.

I walked up next to her and stood by her watching and hearing the beautifulness off the forest.

"So what are you going to do now," my voice cracked so much.

"I don't know," she shrugged. "no. I do," she turned to me.

"what?" I asked her turning to look her in the eyes.

"i have to go," she said. "like... go, go..." I frowned and nodded sadly.

"i get it," I whispered.

"sorry Cade. I just have to," I nodded again and as tears filled my eyes.

"don't try to contact me. and don't miss me," she said grabbing my hands. it sent flames all over my body and I didn't want her to leave but I could feel she wanted this a lot.

"ok," I told her lamely. "ill be waiting," very cliché of you Cade. nice one...

she nodded and turned to leave.

when she left I turned and punched a tree multiple times.

shes leaving and I never got to explain why I did that to her. I don't even know why I did that to her.

I am such a stupid douche. she was my mate and I knew that. why the f*** did I do that to her at her own birthday party, during her first shift, two days before she would've fell for me.

I punched the tree one last time then ran after her.

I caught her scent in the wind and before I knew it I found her with her back against a tree and her head pointed towards the sky with her eyes closed.

"she sniffed the air a few times and her eyes opened.

her eyes were the brightest glowing blue. her wolfs.

I guess they were talking.

"i told you not to miss me," she said standing up and standing there, her eyes fading back into hers.

"you haven't left yet," I told her.

"Nate is packing my things," she told me.

I nodded. "bye Ash," I told her.

"bye Cade," she smiled sadly.

she then shifted and ran to her house.

Ashleys POV

it felt so good to get back home.

I knew what I had to do and it was good. I will get some air and maybe find myself.

I keep thinking that I should be freaking out about this werewolf thing but im totally calm.

I saw all my stuff packed and Danielle and Blake were waiting for me.

I hugged them without saying anything and that was it.

I left and headed for the plane.

when I got there I bought a ticket and boarded the plane.