Lexi's POV: (7 months pregnant)
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I took a seat on the small white sofa chair by the crib. I stared straight into the camera and took a deep breath as I watched the red light flicker on and off.
"Hi Annabel, I'm your mum Lexi." I said quietly but with a smile. I didn't want my daughter seeing me upset. "Um, I might not be here to see you grow up so I wanted to make you this video to help you with life." I said. I clutched the sofa's pillow to my chest to hold back the tears. I put a smile on because my daughter ill remember me like this a smiling happy mum who loves her unconditionally, not a sad woman.
"Life is hard baby but I promise you that if you just listen to everything your daddy has to tell you and everything I'm about to tell you its going to be a great ride."
I took a deep breath, looked down at my hands then back up at the camera. "If you're watching this then it means that i'm not around and for that I am so sorry. I would give anything in the world to watch you open your eyes so I could see what color they are. Maybe they will be dark brown like mine or a beautiful amber like your daddy's. I would give the world to watch you for even a second take your first steps. To watch you put one foot infront of the other as daddy waits across of you with opened arms."
"Right now you're in here-" I said rubbing soft circles on my tummy that has grown alot, even with the weight loss. "Inside me growing up but soon you will arrive and be the biggest miracle anyone has ever seen. You will be the beautiful girl with dark brown hair and eyes to match. You will hopefully have your daddy's personality because your dad is an incredible person baby girl."
"He was there for me when no one else was. He's the light at the end of my tunnel and whenever I need anything, and I mean anything, he's there. Your daddy, is sweet, kind, generous, loving, caring and he will be the absolute best father he can be and I know he will." I said. The tears were now clouding my vision but I held them back. I knew in my voice I sounded choked up but this was important.
"He will teach you how to be an amazing person, he will teach you how to love and be loved. You daddy will teach you how to grow up and love life and absoard every minute of it. You will love him just as much as I do."
"Annabel, when you come into this world you will meet the most incredible people on the face of this earth. You will have 4 amazing uncles who will each teach you different things and for now you have 2 aunts but who knows, maybe there will be more one day." I smiled.
"If you ever need some girl advice of any kind, always go to Eleanor and Danielle. Those two girls showed me what having a girl besfriend is like. Choose your bestfriend wisely sweetie because that best friend will be an amazing part of your life. I've had crazy adventures with those two girls and I love them so much. They are funny and beautiful and give the best spa days ever. Not to mention the best fashion advice." I said smiling and laughing to myself as I recalled the memories.
"Niall, Louis, Liam and Harry will each teach you different things. Your uncle Louis will teach you how laughter is the best medicine in the world. He will make you feel better but cracking a joke and you might not realize in the moment but you will appreciate it. I really think Eleanor gets annoyed but inside it's what she loves most about him."
"Uncle Liam will show you how to care for someone with you whole heart and soul. When you grow up you'll see just how much he cares for Dani and it's beautiful. I really hope that one day you'll be able to love and care for someone as much as they do for each other."
"Uncle Niall will be an incredible figure in your life my little Annabel. He was my first real guy bestfriend who truly cared for me. He's so funny and hopefull you won't get an appetite like his. Though it might be a good thing because he knows where all the best restaurants are." I said with a smile. I felt a tear fall but I quickly brushed it away.
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