The Cheeky Bitch (A 1D fanfic)

Too soon

Lexi's POV: (8 1/2 months pregnant) 

It's Christmas Eve today in London. I was currently sitting on the extended window sill in the livingroom. I watched from there the snow fall peacefully all over the heart of London. There was something about snow that I loved so much. It might have been the memories of building snowmen with my parents or having snowball fights with my siblings but I really think that I love the snow because of the tranquility it brings with it. 

Sitting on the window sill, dressed in leggins, oversized sweater and short Uggs, everything felt right. It felt like Christmas. I has a blanket wrapped around my body as I looked out of the bay window. 

I looked to my left and saw the big christmas tree that stood in the center of the livingroom. It was covered in twinkling lights, delicate ornaments and a star on the top, just like when I was a kid. Even though I was Jewish, I still celebrated christmas because my dad wasn't Jewish. There was the smell of cinammon radiating through the house, a reef on the door and the faint sound of Christmas songs coming from the TV in our bedroom. Zayn was probably watching TV and another christmas commercial came on. 

There were a many presents under the tree that were going to be opened tomorrow. Everyone was coming over tomorrow for Christmas to open presents and have christmas dinner. I was very excited. 

I missed everyone and they were all doing their own things and to be honest that was a good thing, I don't want them to see me like I was. I was getting worse everyday and everone knew it. I just couldn't deal with it anymore. I was throwing up alot, I was losing more weight, my hair was thin and disgusting, I hated myself. Zayn kept saying how beautiful I was but I never believed him. 

A buzzing on my stomach brought me back to reality. I looked down and saw I was getting an incoming call from Danielle.

"Hello?" I asked putting the phone to my ear as I kept looking out the window. 

"Heyy girlie!" She shouted in my ear. I moved the phone away from my ear and giggled. I put the phone on speaker. 

"What's up?" I asked her. Suddenly Zayn came into view holding two mugs and a smile. He handed me one and bent down to give me a kiss. He then took a seat across of me on the window sill. 

"Nothing much! We just wanted to wish you and Zaynie boy and very merry Christmas Eve!" She said cheerfully. Zayn smiled then sipped his hot chocolate. 

"Aw thanks Dani! Merry Christmas eve to you too! Who's we by the way?"

"Everyone! We went out rememeber?" She said. Oh right! They did. 

"Right! Tell everyone we say Merry Christmas Eve." I said and motioned to Zayn to say something. 

"Hi Dani! Tell everyone I say hi!" He said with a smile. 

"Guys! It's Zexi! Say hi!" She called to whoever was there. That was the new thing, we ere calling the couples by there shipper name; Zexi, Elouner, Payzer, Narry.

There was a chorus of hi's and merry christmas's being screamed into the phone. 

"Merry Christmas to you too guys! Love you!" 

"We love you too babe!" Eleanor called with the help of Louis. 

"We'll see you tomorrow!" I called and they all agreed before hanging up. "Thanks for the hot chocolate babe." I said before taking a sip. "It's delicious."

"You're very welcome." He smiled and bent forward to place a kiss on my belly. "How's my little baby doing?"

I giggled. "She's doing well, kicking which is good." I said and he smiled.