After, I saw Rachel and 'him' yesterday. I just couldn't help, but get mad!!!
I'm inside my room right now with a pillow on my head.. I screamed into my pillow as hard as I can. However what I didn't expect to happen was, that my tears began falling.
I wiped off my tears and looked at myself in the mirror.
"Why can't he see that I've changed. I made myself look prettier, but why does he not want me back? Is he really that much of a jerk having to date me when he liked his ex. It's been four years already. But why, do I still have feelings for him!!'' I said to myself, while looking in the mirror.
I arrived here in Chicago thinking that everything will be alright. Also, how I would take revenge on My Ex.
However why do I feel like hugging him and not wanting to slap him in the face? I saw him again, yesterday. I have to admit that I really hate him but even though our relationship didn't last long. I still felt like we had a great connection.
His best friend told me 3 years ago in New York City, that while my ex was still dating me in high school and the girls before I became his girlfriend he still loved his Ex-girlfriend.
So does this mean, that the relationship that him and I had was just a joke.. wait, let me refraise that. My relationship with him was not just a joke, It was a big fat ugly lie.
Even if.. I still have feelings for him and if I ended up having to be in a relationship with him again, it wont end up working since what he's done to me just broke my heart and I even promised myself that I will not fall in love with him again and make a stupid mistake on having to be in a relationship with a player like him.
If I want My Sweet Revenge to be successful I need him to fall in love with me first. I have to make sure that I put my feeling set aside, so that when he falls in love with me.
I will then rip his heart to shreds.. I know it may sound harsh but what he's done to me is not acceptable. You just don't go up to a girl and break up with them like, what he's done to me.
Since today is Saturday, I've got to go to my company since they're very busy today.
I wore my red designer fitting dress and brought with me a white blazer, I decided to wear the pearl necklace that Anthony gave to me and wore my four inches red pumps.
I looked at myself in the mirror and wow! I look gorgeous.
When arrived at my company many people greeted me nearly all my employees came up to me and asked me whether I need help.
I walked into my office and on my desk was a bunch of red roses. I realised that there was a note on it so I read it.
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Dear Cassandra ♡
My beautiful best friend, these are for you. I hope this will brighten your day. Good luck on your first day of work.. Show everybody there who's the boss! I'll pick you up today!
Love lots Anthony. ♡
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After reading that note, I felt that today will be a good day.
I signed some paper works that needed to be done and then started calling my business partners about the whole issue of the company.
Somebody then knocked on my door and then they opened it. "Yes.. what is it, Laylah?" I asked my secretary.
"Miss Cassandra, I'm so sorry to disturb you but you've got a visitor waiting outside." She replied.

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My Sweet Revenge. ♡ #OnHold
ChickLitWanna know why I'm bitter? Well I think you should keep reading to find out. He thinks that he can breakup with me just like that... well he's totally wrong. I'll be back for My Sweet Revenge. ♡ And I hope that he's ready. •●•●•●•●•●•●•●•●•●•●•●•●...