My Sweet Revenge. ♡ #OnHold

Chapter 10 - I'm not stupid.

After what had happened yesterday at the office, I couldn't help feel annoyed especially how Jason ended up treating Rich.

Jason ended up having to be so rude to Rich yesterday that I nearly lost my temper and was about to punch him on the face. I know right, it sounds so unladylike of me to do that.

However, Jason just pushed my buttons to the limit, just because he thinks I'm still the same girl before... Doesn't mean he gets to disrespect me and my friends around. No way in the world will I allow him to do that to me.

*** Flashback ***

I was still here, watching the silent tension between Jason and Rich rise. After at least five whole minutes standing here in silence outside the elevator door, Jason then shook his head in realisation that Rich and he were having a serious eye contest he then handed me an envelope.

I opened the envelope that had I'm sorry on the front of it and inside it was a letter that had the happiest memories in my life with him before we had broken up.

Thinking about the time when Jason and I were together made me feel sad, especially knowing how maybe the relationship we had before was a lie.

However, I guess it is... But knowing how it didn't even last long I guess, that's okay since at least I know that we weren't even meant to be all he did was play with my feelings.

I looked back at Jason and saw how guilty he looked right now, especially for breaking up with a girl like me four years ago. I know that I shouldn't be treating him like this, but what am I supposed to do. I was hurt after what he did to me.

I know that I've changed into a bigger and better person now, better than who I was before. But I can't face the fact that he was a part of my past, even though our relationship didn't last long I truly cared about him.

I never really expected that Jason would be the typical guy who'd just use other girls and me to try and forget his feelings for his past ex Rachel... But I guess he is. He broke up with me for her.

I looked away from Jason, not wanting to even look at his face. Remembering all the things that happened to him and I was all a joke. I loved him, but I guess that wasn't good enough for him to see that.

The Past is past, and no way will I want to be that same girl he played with four years ago... I'm bigger, better and incredibly hotter than who I was before and that is enough for me to do what I want now. If he played with me four years ago and made me think he loved me, well he's going to regret all of that because no way will I allow him to do that to me again.

I'm his boss and he works for me, I can allow him to do what I want since I am his boss and he obviously works for me.

I don't really believe in the saying 'Karma comes back.' But since I think that Jason deserves karma for pretending he loved me and for the other girls he played with... I guess I now believe in that saying that karma does come back.

Jason was the reason that my friendship with my Best friends in high school broke up, all because I didn't believe them that Jason is a playboy.

At least, I now know that they were right, thinking about my Best friends made me sad since I really miss them. To be honest, after I left high school and moved to New York, I never kept in contact with them.

All because of that one stupid mistake I made, on choosing him than my own best friends I met from the very start high school and just because of him that relationship with my best friends crumbled into little pieces.

It was just so stupid of me having to deny those bad things they said about him, but I guess they were right. With what they had told me... He was just playing with my feelings all along and most importantly he was a playboy. All I know is that he probably still is, I know I still sound like I'm affected.