I'm pansexual :D
(It means that you don't care about the gender of the person, so they could be male, female, or trans, as long as they are a good person)
So the way I figured it out is a bit of a long story, but it originates from Cryaotic. I was doing some research for my Cry story and discovered he's pansexual. (sorry for the lack of updates btw. I have for some reason run out of steam, but I will NOT discontinue it) So I searched up the definition and thought, "Oh, that's cool." Then I started thinking, I've always said love isn't about the gender, but at the time I assumed it's because homophobia is fucking retarded.
Then I became really good friends with Bitty, and she's pansexual, so I feel like this is what sort of started this internal debate. That's when I started feeling slightly off when I thought about hanging out with my friends. I had on again off again crushes on a male friend of mine, then I started thinking about how some of my female friends were kinda cute. (CrowAndBird, RhiRhiReaper TheGirlInLove101 ) I started getting confused, sexuality wise. I started thinking "Am I bi? I'm pretty sure I'm straight." Just yesterday I thought "FUCK IT! TO THE INTERNET!" So I took a quiz online of "Am I Pansexual?"
How it works is that you are given 20 questions that are multiple choice numbers or whatever. (Strongly disagree= 1, strongly agree= 5 blah blah) You get a percentage out of 100 as an answer, and if you get 60+ on it you're pans. I got a solid 81%.
Here are a few things I should clarify.
-This will in NO WAY affect my stories
-Literally nothing about me has changed except for a sudden increase in cheerfulness. I've always said gender didn't have anything to do with love, this is probably where that came from
-For my personal friends, if you just so happen to glance my way and catch me kinda looking at you weirdly, don't worry because if you aren't into me that way I'll back off, and I know at least 3 of the people I know IRL on here aren't into girls, and it's probably nothing to worry about... (Unless it's suddenly Yandere Simulator)
-I'm only gonna assume the majority of my followers aren't homophobes, but if you are, I'm not willing put up with your bullshit because I know way too many soulless creatures
-I finally feel like myself, and finding this out gave me a sudden boost of happiness :)
So, I guess that's my story. And I know you guys will support me either way.
Love you guys!
~Author-Sama
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