Author-Sama's Random Book

Whoa

I haven't genuinely gone out and had fun in fucking months. I haven't actually updated a story in months. The only times I go out is to go to school. I think I got a genuine good night's sleep last night and it's only because it's Christmas break. They did not give us Christmas break until the day before the Christmas weekend so nothing about how I feel is festive.

They say high school gets easier.

It's Christmas Eve, I'm just realizing that. These past four months have felt like a really long Monday. And it doesn't help that Yuri On Ice, the one thing that gets me through the week, is over. (That finale, four minutes in I was already in tears)

I am exhausted.

"You get used to it," is actually something you should say to someone about to enter high school. Because it fucking dOES NOT GET EASIER.

I will try to update my stories more often but right now all I have is the crushing anxiety of having to do book reports and how goddamn emotionally drained I am.