2015.08.30
23:45
People don't like it when I obey the rules. Okay, yeah, I know, only Monster hates it when I obey every rule.
Monster thinks it never obeys the rules, but it does. Monster obeys at least one rule. A stupid rule. But it's not because it has to obey it, it's mostly because of a phobia. Homophobia.
Loving someone in your gender is not illegal. I wish people could understand it and stop running away from it so that others could stop hiding it.
If anybody read this, they might freak out. My parents would do so as well. But I don't care, I just support the LGBT Community and I don't care if homophobes are gonna hate me.
as Jillian Michaels said "Let's just say I believe in healthy love. If I fall in love with a woman, that's awesome. If I fall in love with a man, that's awesome. as long as you fall in love... It's like organic food. I only eat healthy food, and I only want healthy love!".
I believe in healthy love, not what might be legal love. And I've learned one thing from monster in my life; that it's my life, my time, my opinion, and no one can nor has the right to change them.
So, I'm going to show Monster how deep and strong is my love for it. And I'm going to keep living with the memory of Monster and the hope of having it for myself.
And the only way I can stop having that hope, is that God makes a perfect copy of Monster that matches it perfectly. Sounds impossible? I know. But still, there is some hope for that too.
~Secret Admirer (Forever)
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