2015.11.06
23:28
Dear time,
Can you take me back to when Monster didn't hate me this much, when I could meet Monster every weekend?
Dear tear,
Can you wash all the memories I have from Monster so I won't cry anymore?
Dear heart,
Can you stop beating, so I can die with these sweet memories of Monster, instead of living with the pain of the loss of Monster?
Dear song,
Can you stop singing about Monster, so I can spend a day without crying?
Dear heart,
Can you stop breaking every time I think about Monster?
Dear hands,
Can you stop being so cold, 'cause there's no one called Monster to warm you up anymore?
Dear eyes,
Can you stop staring at the photos of Monster I have?
Dear lips,
Can you stop separating from each other, so I can't keep singing for/about Monster?
Dear lungs,
Can you stop aching every time I take a deep breath to calm myself, so that I would never think of Monster and think if Monster's alright?
Dear ears,
Can you stop listening to the songs we used to listen together, just because we both liked them?
Dear fingers,
Can you stop writing for Monster?
Dear Monster,
Can you do one thing for me...? Can you do one of these for me...?
Can you
Kill me or
Can you
"Come and save me"...?
~Secret Admirer
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