2016.04.23
12:11
Monster used to know me well (well not quite well, but still better than others), but now, I don't even know myself, nobody knows me, except from music...
Music can describe me well, it knows how hurt I am, how "I'm magnetized to someone that don't feel it", how "I'm faded", how I'm "so lost"...
But all that matters to me right now is you, Monster." 'Cause my heart would break without you, might not awake without you" and "I wish you had a little pheromones for me".
But I don't know why I still care about Monster when I'm the one who needs so much care, but "I'll keep on searching for an answer 'cause I need you more than dope"...
But Monster doesn't even care if I'm dead or alive, and it hurts "when you love someone that don't love you back"...
~Secret Admirer
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