2015.10.29
17:33
And this brought me happiness (even though it has some little mistakes in it), helped me to smile for the first time today and forget about how unwanted I am. A real smile. From the bottom of my heart.
This was the first time I ever heard/read this sentence from Monster.
Dear Monster,
Thanks for giving me hope for four years, only by writing this little thing in my book.
But... Wish I was aware of the end, the end of this, and the way you started ignoring me more than ever to show me that you hate me.
I know you do, you can't deny the fact that you hate me, and I'm sorry for acting weird to just get your attention.
But don't worry, none of these will happen ever again. I'm learning to stop showing emotion. You taught me how to do this, and I'm a good learner. So thanks again teacher!
Hope you're having a grate time.
All the love,
~Secret Admirer
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