Wherever You Are

Wherever You Are Chapter 6

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Chapter 6:

Don't Let Go

(Hotch's point of view)

"FBI open up!" I kicked in the door rushing through the rooms till I heard Elizabeth say no Anthony and after that I froze and heard a thud and a "goodbye Lizzy."

I rushed then feeling myself go into a craze.

"Hotch wait!" Derek tried to stop me so we could make a plan.

I didn't listen... I found the door and burst in tackling Anthony. I hit him in the face until Derek pulled me off.

Blake rushed in then and screamed "Anthony you - you took things to the extreme you remember this!" he showed his scar. " I wasn't your brother and you did this because he did it to frame you. I have this forever! Plus the memories of you beating the crap out of me!" El touched Blake's shoulder and he turned to her and she hugged him.

"Blake..." she shook her head and she led him away.

I ran to Lizzy and picked her head up in my arms. We called an ambulance, or someone did, because three minutes later I heard the sirens and that's when I realized I got caught up in Lizzy and I needed to find Jack... But I knew he wasn't here the minute I stormed in and hit that guy. Were was Jade...

(Lizzy's point of view)

I woke up. I thought I was dead but here I am I the hospital... Oh god what happened to Jack? I'm dizzy... Oh jeez.

A man with blackish gray hair looks at me and says "Your fine, I'm agent Rossi by the way. I I've known Aaron a while now, can you tell me what happened."

"it-was dark he told me about why he wanted me dead how his mom hated him ... Then Jade took Jack I tried to reason but he said something about... About how I'll make the pain easier by knocking you out... Something like that like... Oh god Were's Jack." I started crying and Rossi said "I know it's hard but thank you ... And you did the best you could... We'll find the boy, trust me." he smiled and then said "You know, your the first girl who's ever made him smile like he does. The first girl he stayed next to all night..." Rossi looked over and so did I.

There he was... His beautiful eyes shut, his hair messy and his face frowning in thought.

"He hasn't slept since you've been gone..." Rossi turned an walked out leaving me there with Hotch.

He woke up and looked at me and said "Lizzy I.. I shouldn't be here at all... Gosh I'm sorry..." he quickly got up until I reached for his hand. I held it and looked and it and he slowly sat back down. He smiled at me and I said "I'm sorry..." I had to stop because the tears were running down my face. "Sorry I couldn't stop Jade from taking Jack..."

"It's not your fault he said... I'll go you should rest." he was clearly scared of being with me because from what Rossi said and the way he acted I could tell something inside of him had a spot for me and he liked me, and same with me... I liked him secretly. More now than ever.

"please... Don't let go... Don't let... " he sat back down and held my hand tightly and I fell asleep hoping when I woke up they'd have found Jack and he would still be holding my hand.

(Strauss's point of view)

Here I am staring at the two of them there. He's holding her hand and I'm just standing here thinking about all the crap I've put Hotch through. The questions I ask him after things... Questioning his team... I've been so awful all along. But the question is, should I tell him? The truth?

(Hotch's point of view)

I head footsteps and I try to open my eyes but honestly I'm so tired I can't even attempt to. I can't believe what's happening all around me l... Jack's gone and I don't know what to do.

We convinced Anthony to tell us that Jade was going to call at 6am with instructions, but it's 3 now... 3 more hours, but with Lizzy here I don't mind the wait.

I hold her hand tighter and drift off, even though I hear someone in here with us, what's it matter I'm half asleep and there's no way I can open my eyes. I drift off...

I dream about Jack, and the day we played soccer in the backyard just two days ago... I kicked the ball to him and he giggled as we ran back and forth. I threw him in the air and he laughed and said "Daddy! I love you this much!" and help out his arms as far as they could go, a smile on his face. I laughed and said Jack buddy I love you 5 times that. And with that we smiled.

I woke when I heard quiet sobbing. It wasn't Lizzy, because I was close enough to hear here breathe, and my hand in hers, she felt calm. I gently was going to get up and see who it was but trying to slide my hand out of Lizzy gently didn't work.

She squeezed and jerked and held it tighter. I couldn't let go ad wouldn't. I just lay there hearing whoever it was. I think I've had enough tears for a lifetime I've never been this stressed in my life. Everyone been crying lately which makes my frowns even worse.

Someone else lightly laid there hand on top of mine. But I was already falling asleep, and didn't try to move it.

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Well I feel like I really don't know where this is headed exactly but I have ideas, please comment... I mean is this to twisting? So many twist it seems... I'll keep writing but please comment!