Once Upon A Slap

(31) Kiss Me Like You Mean It Pretty Boy

Our lips moved in sync and our hands were a frenzy. One of Cameron's hands had snaked under my shirt and was rubbing the back of my waist, yanking me close and the other hand was cupping the side of my face, holding me in place. His hand moved to play with my hair. Cameron's touch was fierce and left me ablaze.

One of my hands was tangled in his hair, moving nonstop and the other was wrapped around his neck, pulling him close. We were both so engrossed in the heat do the moment that we didn't even spare a fleeting glance towards the gawking passerbys. This was our moment.

Cameron's lips were hot and soft against mine. Electric shots were pumping through me and I felt chills running throughout my body.

The second Cameron's tongue swiped the bottom of my lip, I was a goner. I moaned and Cameron took advantage by plunging his tongue into my mouth. When our tongues made contact, I felt him moan as well. In response, I tugged him even closer. A fire started inside of me and the problem is, the last thing I would want is for it to be extinguished.

My lips and every part of my body was burning and screaming Cameron's name.

Whatever this was, it was real.

We separated, our foreheads leaning on each other. Our eyes met through the panting of our voices and I melted. Cameron's icy eyes seemed darker than ever before and he wasn't willing to let me go.

A tinge of blush crept up onto my cheeks. Cameron buried his face into my neck and a shiver ran through me. I'm sure with the way Cameron was holding me close, I would get bruises but I didn't care.

"Will you go on a date with me?" Cameron whispered into my neck, his breath fanning across my skin. Cameron's lips moved against my skin and I resisted a moan. Everything about this encounter was toxic but I know that if I was handed the cure at this very moment, I would stomp on it until it was nothing more than a piece of the ground.

Cameron's minty breeks the was intoxicating and I felt myself drowning in his woodsy scent. My heart pounded furiously and I'm sure my face was bright red.

And the thing is, I didn't mind a single bit.

"I thought you'd never ask." I smiled lightly and rested my chin on the top of his head. I felt Cameron smile into my neck just before he pulled back.Cameron scooped up my bags in one fluid motion. Just like that, we walked hand in hand down the street, happy as can be.

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My fingers wobble slightly as I continue  to write. My life has been a haphazard mess for nearly ten years now and it only took one kiss for me to realize that things need to change. When Cameron kissed me, a new emotion sparked inside of me; happiness. This emotion had died a long time ago along with my former self and the broken pieces of a once happy family. When I felt this emotion again, needless to say, I was shocked but pleased nonetheless.

Now that I've experienced pure happiness again, I realize just how addicting it is. I never want this happiness to cease and I surely never want to experience another ten years without it again. Thus, I want to be rid of every bad thing in my life. Starting with my parents.

How am I going to do that? Well, I'm too much of a chicken to call them myself because I know I'll end up crying and I don't want to give them the satisfaction. When I cry, I lose any sense of calm I may have managed to build. My thoughts jumble together into one and I'm sure I'll forget to say something. I don't want to forget. I want to hold them accountable for every tear and every heartache. I won't mess this up.

If I have to be honest though, I mostly don't want to cry in front of them because I don't want them to dislike me more than they already do. I don't want to be portrayed as a weak and pathetic disgrace of a daughter. Thus, I will write a letter.

What am I supposed to begin with?

I suppose there is only one real way to find out; start writing and let the words flow to me. Easier said than done. Nevertheless, I grabbed a pen and paper and began writing rapidly.

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Sorry it's so short! The following chapters will be much longer, promise :)