Toxic

Chapter Thirty-Five

         Monelle, Gabrielle| Gabby

"I'm going to ask you one more time, did you fuck that bitch Jermany?"

I watched him shake his head no before grabbing onto me, and bringing me close to him. But I just couldn't accept this, I couldn't accept any lying or cheating especially after everything I was doing for him, for us.

"Why tha' fuck you doin' all this shit right na' Gabrielle? I told you I ain't fuck tha' curly headed ho!"

I shook my head before looking back at him.
"You didn't touch ha, at all?"

Looking into his eyes, I waited for his response but I didn't get one which meant that he did something which still counted as something and I didn't think I would be able to take it. I didn't. The cheating. The lying. I knew it would lead to this, I knew it. And looking at the door leading to all of my troubles, I regret what I had just done.

I immediately started crying and walking like I had lost my mind. I knew I didn't have any where to go. I knew that, but my body wouldn't stop moving. I couldn't stop walking from all the hurt and pain that had surfaced into me at once.

He had cheated while I had never even kissed or fucked anybody else. My eyes had never traced anyone's body like I did his, and I've never been interested in somebody like I'm interested in him. But looks what happens to me, just for some money.

So I walked, until I felt him grabbing and pulling on my arm. "Gabby listen tuh' me!"

I shook my head, and before my mind could wrap around what I was doing I pushed him. I pushed him as hard as I could with fresh tears running down my face.

"No you listen ta' me!" I yelled breathing slightly. "I've been spending, doing all this shit fa' you and you go and fuck somebody else. Really?"

I waited for his response, as he shook his head. "You know nothing was promised, Gabby. You know that!"

"Yes I knew that but I didn't think you would actually go out there and pursue somebody else. I just can't-I just can't do this. I can't."

I turned around with my hands up, but that didn't stop him from pulling me back again this time with both of my arms.

"I'm sorry I hurt you tha' way tha' I did. You know tha' I love you, Gabby. You know that, and you also gotta know that we need tha' money."

"No you need the money, Jermany. You need the money," I yelled, "because everything now seems to resolve around this fucking money. I mean why does she even need you to kill this bastard so bad? Were they setting us up to fail, were they, bec- you know what I don't care, because I'm not doing it. You can get this money yourself, while I go get me and my baby the shit we need with a job."

"No fuck no, you not about to leave me and I'm not about to leave you."

I rolled my eyes, at him but didn't stop him from grabbing my hand because it was something in me that needed him and needed an explanation. I knew I was smarter this, my momma had raised me better than to do what the hell in doing now.

"Then what are we going to do?"

"We're just gonna work this shit out cause' you know that I love. You know that, and you know shit wasn't promised last night. I don't want her, I just want whats going to help us from struggling tha' rest of our lives. Baybeh, tha' all I'm saying."

I bit down on my lip.
"Okay Jae."

I swear I saw something hit the center of his eye, and for the first time I believe the fact that something bright, excitement,that twinkle could do it.

"I promise afta we get tha' money that we threw with this. Afta' we kill this guh we leaving, and we raisin' our kid."

I continued to bite down on my lip, and nodded my head. Even though I was frightened just like I was a hour ago when I had the ability to start the plan in the first place. I was frightened, and I was trying to believe that we could do this.

Pay close attention.

Rose, Reagan| Reagan

Trinity was missing, and when I say missing I mean we couldn't find her anywhere. It was as if she was lost, and nowhere to be found. And honestly, it felt suspicious and unreal for a moment. Like she got swiped right from under the three of our noses, and just like the snap of a finger she was gone.

All I could do was shake my head, while Domonic couldn't help but to bitch about it every single second as we drove around in the car. He was acting an ass about how she went missing all of a sudden thinking that she had just up and left, when the shit was way more than that. She probably did just up and left, knowing the fact that she's a conniving, vindictive ass bitch just like her little best friend.

Shaking my head for the last time, I hit my hand on the dashboard. "Can you shut the hell up Domonic. I know what fucking happened, and we don't need you doing all of this shit because it isn't doing anything but making the situation worse."

He looked at me like I grew three heads before laughing. "You were too busy fucking anyway."

Rolling my eyes, I turned his way.
"Excuse me?"

"I said you were too busy fucking to help us look for her. I guess you fuck any nigga that cross you, afta' I did you the way I did you. You got some of this good d*ck and now you up trying to get some from any nigga not knowing if that could be the same nigga who could be the enemy in the first damn place!"

I shook my head, not even believing his ass.
"You are so childish."

"Says the bitch who tr-"

Interrupting him, I hit the dashboard again.
"I didn't fuck him. And it ain't yo damn business in the first place. Why can't you ever stay in your lane Domonic? Huh? You trying to get me worked up because I'm not even about to let you get me there. I'm not. I've been through enough of your shit already."

"Enough of my shit? What the fuck I ever did to you bitch?"

I bit down on my lip, trying my best to let go of the fact that he called me out of my name and that he had just called me a bitch.

"I'm going to let go of the fact that you just called me a bitch. That's what I'm going to do because this is not even about us. This is about the bitch you hired to ride along side with us, and how she's probably ran back home and ranted all of our business. That's what it's about!"

I watched Domonics nose flare as I felt my chest moving up and down, back and forth while my heart thumped as well. It seemed as if everything had become silent. Everything, and I couldn't hear a thing but the ironic beat of my thumps.

"She has a son.."

I didn't just hear my thumps anymore. I finally realized that it wasn't just us in the car. It was also Maine.

"She has a son.."

Do you think that they are going to make it after whatever they did?