MC Diaries : A Garmau Story

XX. Please

A/N - Moohaha.. (Either I purposely waited a few days for this or I got impatient. Either way, I'm not sayin sorry. 😎) right- wait- also..
Totally random, but- OH MAH GEWD BABY MASON IS HERE HES SO CUTE I WANNA SEE A LITTLE DUDE RUNNING AROUND IN THE BACKGROUND OF SKY'S VIDEOS IN A FEW YEARS, BUT AJAGANSHKSAJ- ahem, anyway, right. Story.

Aphmau's PoV

Two days. It's been two days. After the battle, Zane and the others disappeared into the shadows and never came back. We've been trying to heal him, even I've tried my magicks on him. Nothing will work. The saber of a shadow knight can kill in one stab, but we've put him into a state of stasis, and now, all we can do is hope for him to wake up.. Alive, and breathing. Everyone in the village takes turns watching him, while I sleep by his side through the night. Well, not really sleep. I can't sleep a wink since he got stabbed. I try, but it usually ends in nightmares. Laurance and I are at his side, night and day, though Laurance has taken position as head guard for the time being. Dale has come back, only now and then, but he's as good as we've got besides Nicole and Dante. (Grammar?) it's my turn to watch him today.

I slowly opened the door, as tears re-entered my eyes when I saw him. He was just as bad. A large cotton bandage stretched around his chest and waist, while the constant flow of blood started to ebb. I sat by his side, once again and started singing. I've never really sing for anyone before, but.. Garroth.. He.. He listens. He dances along with me when I sing.. Or.. Used to. I smiled, and brushed the hair out of his face. My fingers laced into his and I felt hot tears prick my face.

"Garroth," I said gently. "You probably can't hear me, but... I just want you to know. I love you, and even though that statement is simple, and obvious, I really, truly do. I said yes to your proposal for a reason, not because I was afraid of being embarrassed if I said no, or because you'd be destroyed. I did it because you have the guts to do that. It's been a year, and most can't keep the secret of liking someone that much for that long. I love you for that. For the fact that you care about everyone, no matter how... Weird they are. The fact that you take off your helmet for me, or the fact that you kisses make me feel warm inside.. That's a feeling you can never forget. Ever. Your compliments, your hugs, just your presence beside me. I love it. I love you, and I will never stop loving you.. I will stay with you for all eternity, and you. You will never leave my side. And please wake up... I feel so lonely without you.. So.. Empty... I've never felt so... Alone in my life. There's a hole in my heart.. And you're the only thing that can fix it.. Please, Garroth.. I beg of you... Please."

"Aww," Donna stood outside the door. "YOU. ARE. SO. CUUUUTE!" (I had to, cuz it was getting emotional)

"Get out, Donna!" I snapped. I'd had enough. So many things have happened over the last week. I COULDN'T EVEN ON MY HONEYMOON WITH GARROTH BECAUSE OF ZANE! (A wink 😉) (yay! I made an excuse) Zane.. He was the one to blame.. He was the one who caused all this trouble in the first place.. ZANE! HE CAUSED THIS WHOLE MESS! HE WAS THE ONE WHO CAUSED PHOENIX DROP ALL THIS PAIN! HE.. HE NEEDED TO DIE. I broke down sobbing. I've never done this before.. I've never snapped... I guess... All that pain I've been holding back... It all came out of me...

A/N - HEYYYY... U STILL WANNA KILL ME? Probably.. Maybe... I'm makin this DRAMATIC.. Short, but DRAMATIC *jazz hands* A'ight, I'll see y'all tomorrow.. I'm weird... Yeah, bye! (Watch I'm gonna update @ like 5 in the morning XD)

~Em