MC Diaries : A Garmau Story

XXI. NO!

A/N - I WAS JUST STARTING TO FORGIVE MYSELF FOR THE HONEYMOON INCIDENT, THEN I PRESS THE PUBLISH BUTTON ON THE DRAFT OF WHAT USED TO BE CHAPTER 21. CAN I JUST SIT IN A BARREL AND THROW MYSELF INTO TARTARUS? CAUSE I NEED THAT. Ugh, go read the story.. *starts walking to a corner while grumbling*

(Right after last chapter)

Aphmau's PoV

I continued to sob as the day went by. The evening was just about to start, and I sat on the bed next to my sleeping beloved. I snuggled up next to him and tried to dry my tears. I put my hand on his chest, and tried to use my magicks... Again. I guess it doesn't really work, but... I do it anyway... Just in case. A soft pink aura emitted from my hand as I tried over and over again. At one point, it tired me out, and I decided to just go to sleep.

-Morning-

Morning already? I yawned and looked over to my side. He.. He's moving!
"G-Garroth?" I looked up with hopeful eyes, but.. No... No... NO! WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?

"ZOEY!" I called. Garroth... He was struggling.. A look of pain on his closed eyes. Nightmares? Not possible... Or...

"Aph..-mau..." He mumbled. He reached out for something that wasn't there. His eyes remained closed, while mine filled with tears.

"Aphmau, what's wro- Garroth..." Zoey sprinted into the room. "What happened?" I explained everything. Tears started spilling as I cradled my husband's unconscious body while he mumbled my name, more frantic and scared than ever.

I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN, BUT I'M NOT FORGIVING MYSELF. EVER.
I know what's coming, and you won't like it.. So.. EEH..*puts up shield and hides in an everything proof shelter*

I put my head on his chest where it used to lay so long ago, and I searched for the familiar beating of his heart... And.. *locks the door* *puts up bed rock shield* his heart wasn't beating.

RUN AWAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!! THEY'RE COMING FOR ME!!! HAAAAAALLLLP!!!!

Oh, I'm still here... Did you know I was here?

"No, no, no.. NO!"

"What?" Zoey asked.

"ZANE! HE KILLED HIM!" I kicked and thrashed as Zoey held me back.

"APHMAU-"

"NO! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT! NO! NO.. No.." I fell into unconscious as some kind of potion or magicks slipped into my system...

Done? *peeps outside door* *sees pitchforks, torches and weapons* *locks the door tight and reinforces shield* okay, nevermind. THIS IS WHY I NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF. NEVER. EVER. *crawls into corner, curls into fetal position for the rest of eternity*

"Aphmau?" A voice said softly.

"Garroth?" I murmured.

"Heh.. I wish..." The voice sounded distant and sad.

I opened my eyes. Laurance.

"Garroth.. Where.. GARROTH!" I shot up from my bed, and tried to run out, but my legs fell out from under me, and Laurance caught me.

"You okay?"

"I- NO! GARROTH! WHERE IS HE? NO! I NEED TO SEE HIM!" I screamed, hoping that it was a dream. Laurance pointed to my side, to something I never noticed. Another bed... With the unconscious or dead body of what used to be my husband.

A/N - NOPE! I AIN'T SAYIN' SORRY! NOPE, NOPE, NOPEY NOPE NO. I DESERVE THIS. I DESERVE TO BE HURT, IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE, FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE. BRING OUT DA WEAPONS! HANG ME IN A TREE! SHOOT MY DEAD BODY AND SEND IT OFF THE TARTARUS, LET THE WYVERNS FEAST ON MY FLESH!

~NOPE. COME AT MEH BRUH