My Little Secret | BTS FANFICTION

Chapter 06

I sniffled again and clutched onto Jun's shirt, embarrassed that I poured my heart out on the transfer student.

Why couldn't I just wait to go home or cry my eyes out on Suga?

Jun smiled and sung me a ballad as he caressed my back. The tears in my eyes wouldn't stop brimming no matter how many times I wiped them away or let them fall. It was as if I was crying out all my tears.

We were still in the school but we were hiding in the small club room no one used.

I use to come here often to eat when I was alone since Jungkook and Yeri always left me behind to go eat lunch.

How was I so blind? They were obviously dating.

The sound of the janitor's footsteps came once again, passing by the room and slowly fading away to the other side of the school.

"Are you okay yet?" Jun asked, as he stopped singing.

"I'll be okay now that you stopped singing freaking depressing as hell songs." I pulled back from his chest and cracked a fake smile. He sighed and kissed my forehead gently, my cheeks didn't flush like when Jungkook would kiss my hand or cheek. The kiss just felt like something wet touched my skin.

He pulled back and engulfed me into another hug.

It was nice being loved for once even though I was wishing so badly it was Jungkook holding me tightly in his arms; that this was a hellish nightmare that I would wake up from anytime soon.

"Red swollen eyes, a fake smile, tears still trickling down your face and a sniffling nose. Yeah you're totally alright." Jun said sarcastically.

"Shut up you sarcastic fool." I chuckled and hit his chest.

Jun laughed light heartedly as my fist continued hitting his chest. "Well at least you can still detect sarcasm."

This was definitely weird to be laughing like this again. The last three months were rough, tears and wishes for death. I've already experienced enough drama for a life time and I probably don't need any more.

Jun was definitely weird, well not V level weird but definitely extraordinary. He's really nice too even if he is annoying at times.

I looked at my phone for the time and widened my eyes immediately.

I had forgotten that I had promised Jimin and Taehee buy a present for Suga's birthday. Even though I would seem like the third wheel, I never was with these two. Taehee and Jimin are both so good looking it's kind of intimidating but they were always so energetic.

As I stood up, I grabbed my bag and said bye to Jun but left before he could reply.

"Yah where are you going!" I heard him shout from the distance. I sighed and shouted a last goodbye to him.

Being able to laugh and smile even if it was for a bit, felt like it was a dream; like the nightmare was over, and I was finally free from all that horrible pain and suffering. It felt like Yeri and Jungkook never ruined my life.

I ran quicker, not looking ahead since I was really late now. I bumped into a person and fell back.

"Ouch." I yelped as I rubbed my elbow. As I frowned, I looked up to see the person who I ran into but immediately regretted it.

Jungkook.

Of course luck is never on my side.

It was strange, he didn't help me up like he usually would when I fell down. I looked up again and widened my eyes, he was angry.

That look in his eyes was one I've only seen once. It was when an boy was teasing me, Jungkook ran in and punched him in the face. After that, I've never seen that look on his face ever again; until this very moment.

Even if I hated him right now, I was always worried about him.

"Jungkook are you-" Jungkook slammed his fist against the wall, cutting me off and creating a moment of silence.

"What the fuck did you say to Yeri?" He yelled as people around us stared and began whispering. Jungkook's face was red from anger and his eyes shone pure hatred.

My face turned pale, I've never seen him this mad.

As I moved a little back, he ruffled his hair messily in frustration. Jungkook glared at me as if I was his long term enemy.

"Yeri's crying right now! She's been sobbing and saying that she betrayed you. That you said don't want to be friends anymore! Minji how could you be so inconsiderate?" He spat, not even able to stare directly into my eyes.

Jungkook stopped and breathed for a second after he let out his frustration. I couldn't help but be attracted to him right now.

Why is he so hard to let go?

His hands wiped off the sweat on his forehead. His eyes glistened in the sunlight and I couldn't help but forget all the people surrounding us, the comfortableness of the floor that I was still sitting on. He just had this effect on me.

"Why are you so selfish?" He muttered.

I don't what happen but something in me just snapped.

"Why are you blaming everything on me? The two most important people in my world have been lying to my face and didn't even feel guilty about it. Jungkook you've been by my side since I was young; we went through everything together. I supported you this whole time even when you wanted to cry, stop your dream and just quit. It's actually quite funny. Do you remember me Jungkook? I was your friend when you were single." I huffed out, feeling angry myself.

The phone in my pocket slipped out and fell onto the ground. It accidentally turned on, revealing my lock screen of Jungkook and me on the first day of high school.

He noticed the picture and gave a short gentle smile that quickly disappeared in to a measly frown.

Jungkook stayed quiet, he was definitely less angry now.

"Let me ask you this Jungkook." I started, "if Yeri and I were hanging off a cliff and you could only save one person; who would you save?"

He remained silent while I was begging God to let him choose me. I didn't want him to say my name, I needed him to choose me. If he chooses me then I think I can finally let go of him since I'm an importance to him.

I clenched my fist and bit my lower lip as the cold wind blew our hair.

The cold wind made me shiver and I snuggled in closer to my jacket. There was snow in my shoes and some even under my skirt right now.

Both Taehee and Jimin is going to be so mad with me after this. They're probably worried sick about me, I knew they weren't oblivious to my feelings for Jungkook but I never really confirmed it with them.

Come on Jungkook just say my name, like I actually mattered to you.

Jungkook finally looked into my eyes, his dark orbs that seemed like he was staring at thin air.

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"Enjoy the fall."

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Author's Notes

I wasn't planning to update this until next week but xparkangie requested for an update so here you go!