Faking It (OHSHC)

My Favorite Toy

     Laying in bed, I waited for my rest to come to an end. I hadn't gotten any sleep, and the Fujioka's 'Suicide Proofed' their house. They're even laying right next to the door, just in case I try to leave. Sighing, I waited for the day to come. It was around 9 am when a knock came at the door. I listened to the sound of fumbling feet and the creaking door.

     "What are you guys doing here?" Haruhi asked whoever was at the door, but I have a good idea on what six idiots were here.

     "We just came by to get you and Aspen, we're going to her house to get her things today." Tamaki said gleefully. Looks like I was right.

     "Aspen's still sleeping, so come in and be quiet." Haruhi said. The foot steps lead me to believe they were in the living room. I had memorized everything about this place, it wasn't hard; just like the rest of my memories, this will never leave me.

     "Haru-chan, is Aspen okay?" I heard Hani ask. Well, I guess it's time to make my grand entrance. Pulling myself quietly into the wheelchair, I moved to the sliding door. Pushing it open forcefully, I rolled myself in.

     "I'm fine, Mitsukuni." I spoke. This had been the first time I used his real name in a while , though my feelings of caring were invisible. "Lets go." I nodded to the door, wishing to get this over with fast. The host club members walked to the door. Hikaru pushed me until the steps. Looking at the boys I waited for one of them to come in front of me. As much as I hated to admit it, I had no strength in my legs. Almost as if reading my mind Takashi knelt down in front of me; I always liked him and Kyoya the best. Haruhi helped me on to his back, and we descended the stairs. Haruhi kept looking up at me worried, I couldn't help but feel nothing, not even anger. When we reached the bottom I expected to be put down, but Takashi just carried me to the Limo.

     Arriving at the house, I had no expectations of what was to come. Walking up to my room, I felt the boys stop behind me. I could feel the fear, and the sadness radiating off of them as we stood in front of my door. Takashi pushed the door open, and walked in bravely, though I knew his eyes avoided the bed. Unlike the rest I couldn't help but stare, the blood stained sheets were still there, towels of blood were on the ground, I could feel a smile itching up my face as I looked at the scene in front of me. Oh how I wish I could have died, I would have looked beautiful in all that blood.

     "Razors?" Takaishi asked from under me.

     "Bathroom cupboard, mirror, pillow, and mattress." I told him, those were the most obvious of them all, if I didn't tell them, they would become more annoying. Tamaki and Kyoya finally coming away from their fear, walked in front of me and Takashi towards the bathroom. They opened the cupboard, and gasped. The cupboard wall and shelves were filled with bloody razor blades. Mitsukuni, The twins, and Haruhi went to see what was wrong. All of the host looked into the cupboard and gasped. Looking at me, I saw pain and disbelief cross their faces. I smiled at them; I guess I was more broken then they thought.

     Tamaki and Kyoya unloaded my bathroom cupboard and walked to the next place; my mirror. Turning the mirror around they removed the two I had taped in the corners. Placing the mirror back, I sighed. The razors would break the backing if they didn't remove them.

     "Behind the back." I said and signaled them to peel off the backing. Doing so they both looked at me.

     "All of these?" Tamaki asked in a small whisper.

      "Yeah." I replied to him, my face not changing from a bored look. Kyoya removed the blades with Tamaki and walked over to my pillow, I only had one blade placed in there. Ripping my pillow open they found it. I nodded to tell them that that was it. Now, to under my bed, my beautiful, blood covered bed. Flipping the mattress over they found my favorite tool. I watched as Mitsukuni and the twins began to cry, I smiled as Takashi set me down on the floor and looked at me like I was crazy, and I laughed when Kyoya and Tamaki dropped the razor bag and slowly walked away. Oh yes. This was my favorite toy.  

Oh how I love this toy.

A/N: Any guesses on what her favorite toy is? I had to leave some mystery...I just had too :) Vote, Comment, Follow. Thanks for all the love you guys! I'm retiring for the night. Shout outs to anyone who get's it right! Also, start thinking of my next book you guys, I'm past half way with this now so I need to think of my next story. Black Butler? Fairy Tail? Soul eater? Brothers Conflict? Kamigami no Asobi? Others? thanks all my beautiful readers. Until next time ~Kai Liam