Band One Shots (Request)

I Love You Jack (Jalex)

Band - All Time Low
Pairing - Jalex (Jack x Alex)

Alex POV

So many thoughts where going through my head. Jack had recently confessed that he is in love with me and he has since we first met back in high school. Back in high school? Must have been so hard for him.

To be honest recently I feel like I've been developing feelings for him and it's hard. It's like when I'm without him my whole world comes crashing down and right now everything has turned into a fucking mess. And It's all my fault.

Jack confessed that he loved me causing me to go in shock and run away. Images kept flashing through my mind.

"Jack...I'm sorry for running away I was just in shock but I love you and I want to be with you" I confessed to him.
"How do I know you're not lying?"
"I'm not, ok? I love you Jack"

Jack scoffed before shaking his head "but you still like Lisa...I'm always gonna be you're dirty little secret me and you in a relationship" he said.
"Don't say that-"
"But it's true isn't it Alex?" He said standing up to face me.

"Your never going to have the guts to break up with Lisa and I don't know if you're only saying this because you feel sorry for me!"
"Then what do you want me to do?!"
"Make a choice! Prove to me that you love me! who will it be Alex? Lisa?....or me?!" He spat.

I shook my head before heading home.

I was currently in my apartment. I had texted Lisa that I needed to see her and that it was important. This is going to be hard to do. To be honest I don't know how long I have felt like this. I've always kind of liked boys but I liked girls too...I kept it hidden, like a secret and as time has gone on I have felt the lock on my secret has began to erode away.

She didn't deserve this because non of this is her fault. It's all mine....

"Hey Alex" spoke Lisa as she entered the apartment. Her eyebrows narrowed and she had concern on her face. "Alex?" She asked walking over to kneel down in front of me.

"I-I need to talk to you about something" I muttered feeling a lump form in my throat.
"What wrong?" She asked.
My lip began to quiver and I burst into tears covering my face with my hands.

"Hey what's wrong?" She asked
"I-I-I can't!" I cried
"Yes you can it's ok" she reassured me.
"I'm Bi Lisa! And I have been for a long time!" I confessed sobbing.
"And that's fine I won't judge you"
"But that's not it! Lisa...I-I'm in love with a guy" I began to cry, hands soaking wet with tears.

"It's ok" she whispered.
"No it's not ok Lisa!" She grabbed my hands moving them away from her face. A tear trickled down her eye as she looked up at me. "It is" she said quickly wiping the tear away before looking back up at me.

"Alex I love you so much and I don't see you any differently....but I can't be the one to stand in your way of who you really love....I have an idea of who I think it is and I've seen it for so long but I never thought anything of it...and it would be selfish of me to keep you captive when that person is right in front of you" she explained.

"And just so you know...we will always be in each others lives weather we're together or not...but if this doesn't work out and he hurts you or upsets you I'll be round kicking his ass" she said causing us both to chuckle a little.
"And I'll always be there for you" she said before standing up. "Thank you" I whispered. She gave me a soft smile.

"Good luck with Jack" she whispered before kissing the top of my head before leaving the apartment. I rubbed my hands over my face, to be honest I wasn't expecting that response. I was expecting her to kick off and get angry. She was the complete opposite...maybe the situation isn't as bad as I thought.

"I need to see Jack" I muttered to myself grabbing my phone before heading out my apartment to visit Jack.

My heart began to pound as I knocked on Jack's apartment door. "Hey" he said as he looked at me surprised.
"Hi" I whispered as he moved away from the door allowing me to come in.

"I've made my choice Jack...I wanna be with you" I told him. Jack bit the inside of his cheek before shaking his head.
"How long have you been gone? You've been gone for an hour, to think about who you wanna be with?...well that's says something doesn't it?"

My eyes were wide with shock, why was he acting like such a dick? "W-what?!"
"You don't love me Alex you're using me for sex or whatever you want!" Argued Jack.
"Y-you don't understand Jack so shut the fuck up!" I spat.

"Then tell me?-"
"I'm Bi!....I'm Bi and I have been since high school and for so long I tired to hide it and keep it locked up but then I started developing feelings for you and bit by bit I've been feeling myself crumble apart like I'm going insane...and when you confessed to me I was in shock because I wasn't expecting it!" I confessed. Jack kept silent staring at me his expression beginning to soften.

That's when I felt tears fall down. "That hour I was gone I broke up with Lisa because I want to be with you Jack don't you understand?! I would have never broke up with her if I just wanted meaningless sex! And I was so scared because I had just come out to her ...I love you so much Jack!".

I kneeled down onto the floor, burying my face in my hands as I burst into tears. I could hear Jack walking over kneeling down in front of me before wrapping his arms around me. "I'm sorry Alex" he whispered before kissing the top of my head. I clutched onto him as I continued to cry.

"I love you so much Jack" I whispered. Jack placed his hands under my face bring my face up close to his before kissing me for the very first time without it being a joke. It felt gentle, passionate and intense my body felt electrified and I would have it any other way.

Gently we pulled away before looking into each others eyes. "I love you too Alex"