Band One Shots (Request)

Lies (Ghorror) *TRIGGER WARNING*

This one shot was requested by thats0erynne
Band - Motionless In White
Pairing - Ghorror (Ghost x Ricky)
Warning - Attemped suicide

Ghost POV

So recently Ricky has been hanging out with this girl and to be honest they seem awfully close. It hurt a little because I have a hug raging crush of little Ricky well since I joined the band.

I always felt jealous when I see them talking and laughing with each other the fucking money grabbing bitch.
"Hey guys lets head out!" Suggested Ricky and everyone followed out of the tourbus.

When walking out of the bus the girls friend Savannah (made up oc) turned to look at me. "You're so obsessed with Ricky and Katie" she said looking me up and down.

"What do you mean?" I asked
"You're fucking obsessed with Ricky he doesn't need people like you around destroying relationships".
Relationships? "W-what do you mean relationships?" I asked.

She smirked "my friend is dating Ricky, he hates you and doesn't want you around him anymore because you just get in the way" she spat before walking away, leaving me hurt and broken.

Ricky hates me? The man that I love fucking hates me and doesn't want me around? I bit my lip to try and avoid myself from crying before running back onto the bus.

I opened my bag taking out a bag of pills. Maybe everyone's life would be better if I was gone it might even make Ricky happy.

I sat down on the bathroom floor clutching the bottle of pills in my hand.
He hates you
He doesn't want you around anymore, you just get in the way

Quickly I unscrewed the cap of the pills, taking a handful before swallowing them. I sat down closing my eyes waiting for the tablets to kick in.

Thoughts began to fill my mind of when I met Ricky and everything we've been through to now. I remember when him and Jessica broke up...he cried himself to sleep in my arms that night.

Maybe just maybe...once I'm gone he's be happy again.

I smiled to myself as I began to feel drowsy, they must be working.
"Devin? Devin?!" Called a familiar voice.

I could hear the bathroom door open but my hearing sounded muffled. "Oh my god! Shit! Shit! Shit!" He shouted kneeling down in front of me.

I opened my eyes slightly to see I was Ricky, I could feel slight taps as he slapped my face trying to bring me to consciousness but my body felt too numb. "DEVIN HOW MANY DID YOU TAKE?!" He shouted grabbing hold of the bottle and looking back at me.
"SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE!" He shouted as I felt myself begin to drift away.

"DEVIN? DEVIN!" Was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.

I woke up to the sound of a machine beeping. The sudden bright light attacked my eyes as my vision began to adjust. I looked around realising I was at the hospital.

I looked at the side to see Ricky crouched on the chair, looking at me markup smudged of his face.
"Hey"
"Hey" he responded
"You where crying?" I asked.
"Of course I've been crying I almost lost my best friend" he responded wiping the dried tears off his face.

"I-I thought you hated me" I muttered
"Hate you? What makes you think I hate you?" He asked confused.
"Well...Savannah said you're dating that girl you've been hanging around with...and she said that you hate me and I just get in you're way" I muttered.

"What?! You almost died because of that fucking bitch?! Believe me when I get my hands on her!" He muttered clutching his fist.
He stopped as he noticed me looking at his fist.

"I don't hate you Devin, I could never hate you and what she said about us dating is a fucking lie, where just friends nothing more" he explained.
"I-I have feelings for someone else" he muttered.

I felt my heart sink of course he loves someone else...he will never love me that way.
I was taken by surprise when Ricky leaned forward pressing his lips against mine. With a weak hand I reached up cupping his cheek as I kissed back.

Once we let go I looked up into his eyes "m-me?" I asked.
He gave a soft smile before nodding his head.
"If you died I-I wouldn't have been able to live with myself" I muttered looking down.

"Hey come here" I whispered budging up in the bed to give him room to climb in. Ricky climbed into the bed and his small body just about fit in the space as I wrapped my arms around him.

I kissed the top of his head smiling to myself. Now is the time to be alive as me and Ricky where finally together.