Band - Motionless In White
Pairing - Sitkolson (Ryan X Ricky)Ryan POV
So me, Ricky, Balz, Ghost and Vinny where sleeping at Chris' tonight. We were all in his living room watching tv.
Balz and Ghost when on one couch, Vinny and Chris where on the other couch facing the tv while me and Ricky where on another couch. Ever since I've got here Chris has been non stop on his phone "who you texting there Chris?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
Chris' eyes widened and he held his phone closer to himself "I-I no one" he stuttered nervously.
"Is it a certain lady named Ash?" Chuckled Ghost. We all started to laugh while Chris was blushing a fuck while Balz and Vinny started making kissy faces.
"Come on leave him alone guys, they'd be cute the only torture of this is that Chris doesn't have the balls to ask her out" chuckled Ricky.
Chris gave him the finger before going back to his phone. He was right though it's obvious they like each other but non of them have the balls to ask each other out. But the same speaks for me to be honest.....I'm in love with Ricky literally since the first day I met him.I always thought me feeling for him would eventually go away but as years have gone by they've just gotten stronger and stronger. Man it sucks.
"I'm really tired, I'm going to bed guys" yawned Ricky stretching his arms out.
"Night Rick" everyone muttered as Ricky walked off into one of Chris' spare bedrooms.Everyone else was starting to get tired, even Vinny fell asleep on the couch. Chris chuckled before going to his room to grab a blanket before walking back out, placing it over Vinny. "I might head to bed too" he said before everyone else followed behind. Although Balz stayed on the couch.
So left in the living room was me, Balz and a sleeping Vinny. "Aren't you tired?" I asked.
"Yeah I am....but I wanted to talk to you first" he started causing me to raise an eyebrow.
"What about?"
"About Ricky" my eyes widened he can't know about how I feel can he?"I know you like him Ryan.....for as long as I can remember I know you've liked him...as more than a friend" oh fuck.
I lay back on the couch placing my hands over my face. "I-I don't know what to say" I started
"You need to talk to him Ryan...everyone else can see the fucking tension between you two and that's fucking torture for us....you need to talk to him Ryan" he said before getting off the couch to head to bed "night Ryan"
"Night"I got off the couch and began to pace up and down the living room. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Balz knows how I feel about Ricky. Maybe I should talk to him, I mean for years I've love him and hurts everyday seeing him knowing how close he is yet so hard to reach.
I looked at the door of the room that Ricky was sleeping in. "Fuck it" I muttered to myself before walking into his room. I slowly opened the door to see it was completely dark. Ricky's tiny body was hidden in the sheets which looked adorable as fuck.
I slowly walked over to Ricky who was fast asleep. I smiled a little to myself at the cute sight. Slowly I reached my hand out, brushing some of his hair out the way and his soft cheek in the process. Slowly I reached down pressing a kiss to the top of his head before I decided to leave the room.
It hurts knowing I don't have the guts to tell him how I feel but at the same time I'm used to it. He's been in the band for so long I've learned to push my feelings aside no matter how much it hurt.
I walked into the kitchen, pouring myself a glass of water. I held the glass to my lips before taking a sip of the water. "Hey" spoke a soft voice, I turned around to see Ricky standing at the door.
"Sup" I muttered back
"You ok?" He asked
I scoffed before shaking my head "no not really....I....*sigh* I've had feelings for someone for so long......years actually and I....I don't have the guts to even tell them how I feel" I explained.
Ricky stayed silent as he listened to my confession.
"I see this person almost every single day and it fucking hurts" I continued.It was silent, Ricky didn't say anything, I didn't say anything. I could hear his footsteps getting closer behind me.
"Ryan look at me" he whispered, I turned around to face him. His blue eyes sparkled in the dark, I looked down as he messed with his piercings nervously.Fuck it! I didn't care if he doesn't feel the same about me because right now all I want to do is kiss him.
I quickly placed my hand under Ricky's chin before pressing my lips against his. Ricky froze before kissing back, gripping onto my shirt. I picked him up, placing him on the counter behind me as the kiss became more intense.
His hands where on my shoulders and one of his hands gripped onto my hair. One of my hands where placed on his waist while the other caressed his cheek.
We both let go as I felt like I couldn't breathe before I rested my head on his. "So long I have waited for this" I chuckled.
"Same" he smiled. I kept my eyes on him looking at his beautiful smile.
"What?" He asked.
"You're smile...it's beautiful" I answered.He blushed before burying himself into my arms. "I love you Ricky" I whispered before kissing his head.
"I love you too"
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