Two Sided

[18] Not A Good Mix

When Sam finally woke up the next day she sat up and checking her phone, she couldn't help but notice that she had slept in till 12:35 pm. No missed texts or calls, Sam just sighed and put her phone back down. "It's whatever not like it matters, right Milo?" Sam asked as she stroked Milo's back. All Sam wanted was to forget what she saw and what she felt, it was gonna take time but she wanted it to happen. So Sam got up trying not to disturb Milo and went to her bathroom. She took a shower, got dressed, and then sat in her living room on her phone, Sam knew one thing that would take her mind off things so she decided to give it a try. She went through her contacts then clicked on Ben's contact and called him.

Now Ben had been friends with Sam ever since she started experimenting with drugs, every time Sam wanted something or wanted to know about drugs she went to Ben. Ben was about the same age as her but knew a lot more when it came to the streets. After the phone rang about three times Ben finally picked up. "Took you a while" Sam said sarcastically. "Yeah yeah, what do you need?" Ben asked. "I've been going through some hard times and just want to forget" Sam said sadly. "Ok, I think I got what you need, you can come buy and pick it up"
"Thanks, how much do I owe you?"
"Don't bother, consider it as a gift I guess". Sam laughed then hung up the phone. She waited about an hour before she went to go meet Ben outside of his apartment complex. As she pulled up Ben met her outside and gave her a bag of weed in her pocket as he gave her a hug. Sam thanked him then went back to her apartment. Lately Sam had just been wanting to text Grayson but didn't want to, she just didn't want to deal with all the drama all over again. So when she got in her apartment she went to her closet in the hallway and looked for her glass elephant bong, when she finally found it she began to smoke. Ben had given her enough for about two bowls but since Sam began to start she couldn't stop she ended up smoking a bowl.

She felt so light and felt so happy, all she could really do was laugh. She watched Spongebob, Adventure Time, and Regular show for about two hours. She sat upright, she laid sideways, she even sat upside down on her couch but couldn't get comfortable. She wasn't thinking right and ended up calling Grayson five times but luckily he didn't pick up. For about four hours Sam felt buzzed and couldn't even really remember what happened, all she knew was she had the munchies and she had it bad. After she felt like she stuffed her face enough she ended up going and laying on her bed but ended up falling asleep. Little did she know that she had left Grayson five voice mails and all she talked about was ether missing him or being pissed about being lonely.

When Grayson had listened to all the voice mails he didn't know what to do all he knew was that something was wrong with her because she would have never done that, so he called her but because she was asleep and didn't answer he left her a voice mail. He said
"Hello, yes I know it must suck but I honestly can't deal with anything else I don't want drama and honestly hearing how you cope in a situation like this makes me realize how much I don't want to deal with you I'm sorry but I can't. Bye"
Sam woke up to her phone beeping because of the voice mail, her head hurt and she was pretty much on a hang over. She listened to the voice mail and dropped the phone in shock. She couldn't believe what she did and she hated herself for it. Little did she know that weed and mental problems didn't mix well, so for the rest of her night she cuddle up to Milo and listened to My Chemical Romance till her tears couldn't flow and her mind shut down.