Perfection Doesn't Exist (Under Editing)

Chapter 3

When we entered her house, I headed straight upstairs to shower. Once I got done, I went to Kiki's closet. She had a lot more clothes than I did. I always loved coming over to try on her clothes.

I found a dark blue flannel and some white shorts. It wasn't gonna be a fancy party so I wanted to go comfy. Finding some high socks, I put them on with black converse. I went to Kiki's make-up and put mascara and lip gloss. I put my hair in a messy bun for now and headed downstairs.

I noticed Kiki didn't go all out either. She wore jeans, a white short sleeve and sandals while her hair was in a french braid. She could always pull off anything.

"Alright lets go. Travis is outside waiting."

Before we headed out, I quickly grabbed an apple and headed out.

Travis was blasting his music so loud I could feel a headache starting to come.

"TURN IT DOWN! I CAN'T HEAR MYSELF THINK!" I yelled to make sure he could hear me loud and clear.

"JEEZ I WILL LITTLE MRS.BOSSY!" Travis yelled back.

I dated Travis for a while but he broke up with me because he always thought I was bossy. Little did he know, it was the other way around. We still stayed close since we hung out basically everyday. But I can't help think he's jealous when I'm talking to other guys because his nose always twitches and he gives the guy a death glare.

"Soooo.... WHO'S READY TO PARTY!!" Tom basically yelled in my ear despite having the music up loud.

"It's not thaaat big of a party right??" Since not being to parties in a while, I couldn't help but feel under dressed and uncomfortable.

"Lighten up Lena! It's just like every other party you've been to. We'll help you get comfortable" Leah smirked.

"Yeah you're right. I should ease up. I mean there's nothing I should stress about."

That's a lie.

Thinking back to when Andre kissed me, I couldn't help but wonder what he would try and do when he's drunk. And trust me, a drunk Andre is never good.

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It was already 10 minutes into the party and I wanted to leave.

Yeah there was occasionally humping or twerking here and there, but I just wasn't in the mood to party especially when I got the news of moving.

"Woahhh, Lena. Why are there three of you?" Leah was pointing right next to me.

"There isn't three of me. You're drunk off your ass. Let's go before something bad happens."

As I turned around grabbing her hand, I bumped into a muscular figure.

"Watch it!" he said grabbing my shoulders too catch me back to my balance.

It was Andre. Are you fucking kidding me? Great timing.

I quickly tried to leave till he grabbed my wrist.

"What?!" I said clearly aggravated.

"Relax babe. I just wanna have some fun." He smirked.

Babe? Who the fuck does he think he is to call me babe? We are defiantly not dating what so ever.

I noticed that Leah had left my side, maybe to get more drinks for herself. Great, I told myself. Just what I needed. To be alone with Andre.

I could tell he was on the verge of passing out. But somehow he remained still knowing what he was doing....sort of.

"Let go! I'm leaving!" I tried to get out of his grasp while looking for Kiki so we could leave.

"You aren't leaving till I hear you screaming my name tonight."

He took my arm and dragged me with him upstairs. If I kicked and screamed so someone can help but the music was too loud to yell over. He opened the door to a room which I assume that was his.

"FUCKING LET ME GO! ANDRE STOP!"

I was on the verge of crying. I was going to be raped. No one was helping me get away because no one could hear me. I prayed that someone could come out of nowhere and stop this but no.

Andre then carried me and put me on the bed. I could of ran but my legs were shaking too much and I couldn't move a muscle. I was paralyzed in fear. 

He took off his clothes and he headed towards me. I started crying harder along with shutting my eyes closed, wishing this would just be a dream.

"Shhh there's no need to cry baby. Daddy's here to make things better."

And with that he slowly stripped my clothes off, one by one, leaving my bare body laying on the bed.

I wanted to move so badly when he came on top of me but I was frozen in fear. I was lucky enough to spill out some words.

"W-wait! S-stop! At least....use, use a c-condom?" Was all I was able to say.

I didn't want to end up pregnant and having to care for my own child. I'm still too young and wanting to explore but on my own terms. Not like this.

"Sure, anything for you."

He ran to his bathroom and came back with one in his hand.

As he came back on top of me, he put on the condom and quickly went inside me.

I winced at the pain. As he started to thrust harder, it hurt even more. God I wish this was just a horrible nightmare. I should of just stayed home.

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Authors note:
Justin is fucking slaying. I seriously cry now every time he performs because I'm so proud of how far he's come.

On a different note, Justin will be mentioned in chapter 5 or 6. Sorry I keep changing it but he's coming soon I PROMISE.

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