Perfection Doesn't Exist (Under Editing)

Chapter 18

Jake and I were hanging out at his house and we were alone. He texted me saying he was alone and needed some company to keep him busy. Me, still being innocent and not knowing what he really meant, I went. We watched a movie first and we cuddled. Some kisses here and there and left me hickeys, though again, at the time, I knew nothing about them leaving marks.

As the movie finished, he brought me upstairs and he let go of my hand closing the windows and then locked the door behind me. Before I could get a word out of my mouth, he started to kiss me. I enjoyed it of course until he backed us up into the bed. I pulled away feeling uncomfortable. "Jake what are you doing?" I asked him with worried written in my eyes. "I want to show you how much I love you." Then he kissed me more but I didn't like it.

"Jake stop. Stop it Jake! Your scaring me! STOP!" I tried to push him off but I was too weak. He wouldn't get off and I was starting to cry for help even though nobody was there. "PLEASE! SOMEBODY...HELP ME!" I could barely even talk now. Jake was starting to rip my clothes off and my cries were even louder. 

Before my dream continued even further, I woke up in my own tears and my Dad by my side looking worried.

"Lenbear are you okay? I heard you screaming." He helped me sit up and sat by me rubbing my back to calm me down.

"I-I'm fine. Just a b-bad nightmare." I said while trying to breathe and wiping some tears.

"Do you want me to stay until you fall back asleep again?" He asked.

"No I'm....I'm okay. I promise." I smiled making sure I was okay.

"Okay well I'll leave my door open in case you can't sleep." He walked out leaving the door open.

I tried as hard as I could to sleep again but nothing helped. So I went to the medicine cabinet and grabbed the sleeping pills Bella uses. I took two just in case one wasn't enough and went back to bed. Sure enough I was out in less than ten minutes.

The next morning I felt ten times tired then I usually was. I looked at the time and it read 1:43pm. I'm surprised my dad didn't even wake me up. Then again, he does work.

I was debating whether or not to get out of bed. When I finally decided to get out of bed, I took my covers off of me and moved to the side where my desk was and grabbed my phone.

I scrolled through the notifications I missed and Justin's named caught my eye. I furrowed my eyes together showing I had 2 missed messages. I unlocked it and opened the messages.

Daddy J:
Hey are you busy later today?

Or whenever this week. It doesn't have to be tonight.

I seriously have to change his name. I was curious as to why he was asking what I had later on. I guess he might just want to hang out.

To Daddy J:
No I'm free. Why?

I locked my phone and put it away. I walked over to the bathroom making sure to wash my face and brush my teeth. I checked my phone again and Justin just replied saying 'Okay' and nothing else.

I ignored that he didn't answer my question. I went downstairs and got some French toast for breakfast. While I warmed it up, I went to get out the syrup and make some chocolate milk.

I was too lazy to put it in the microwave so I just left it cold. My French toast was done and I put it on a plate and sat down. It was so warm in my belly. After I finished, I put my plate in the dishwasher and got upstairs to change.